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I was happier before Banksy came.

This was fascinating title that instantly had me pop onto it (BBC article of same name).  It turned out to be the overwhelming uninvited responsibility, demand and pressure of having Banksy show up, unknown to the owner of the small business, and leave his infamous social commentary via art that will outlive him and rival any of the artists in the past three hundred years.  That’s just it – he has a life, a business and now he’s managing an art installation and has a responsibility for it, though he never asked for and is not prepared for such pressure or responsibility.  I get it!  We bear burdens that we never asked for all the time.  We bear pressures that are not ours, but we must as responsible people bear them.

The Banksy artwork

What it left me thinking about was actually the pressure of today – a day and age where there is instant, immediate in nanoseconds what is occurring around the world.  It’s not more, we just know about more now.  In fact, there is so much, news agencies (editors) must prioritise what to even share with us, because it’s overwhelming.  For Christians well over 100,000 saints are martyred every year.  How many a day?  …a lot!  BUT we get an article a week – and I’m thankful we get that.

Yet, this is only the tip: there are climate issues, economic issues, refugee issues, famine, war, a plethora of natural disasters, crime, malfeasance and crazy national leaders doing really dumb stuff EVERY DAY!   Honestly, I’m so pulled to retreat, to hide, to simply respond to how I am doing questions with, “Just doing me.”  It’d be simpler, I could find my emotional and psychological Zen space with God and love people from the overflow.  I could monastic it so easy!  Read, pray, Scripture, and nice small very localised faith.

Yet we cannot do that! It’s not the nature of the one emulating and following Jesus.  Anglican, Catholic and Orthodox priests are assigned a cure when they are the priest, vicar of local parishes.  Bishops have a see (larger cure).  In simple terms, there is the responsibility to care, to give a damn, to pastor, love, bear witness, speak into, heal, right, disciple the entire cure (area) assigned.  As the church we are assigned cure of the world.  Yes, the world.  Sure, it begins with our immediate cure, our church’s cure, our diocesan cure/see, but it is for us, the Body of Christ to care for the world, and to help individuals and entire societies to get a glimpse of God’s face in how we act, speak, feel, prophetically speak to power, right wrongs, heal, and share-sacrifice our lives for them… even loving enemies.  I need not quote verses if you are still reading.  If you need verses – use Google!

But as the sun sets where you are today, yes, it’s not what you asked for, it’s not even within our ability to carry.  It’s not within our ability to even carry in our hearts.  Somehow we trust God through it, in it, and as we walk through it.  We must steward, care for our cure – even if we now know so much more of what is happening.  As we go, we depend, trust, that Christ will weave our small efforts and prayers and entrust it to Him.  BUT like the small business owner, now stewarding what will be a historic treasure, we cannot simply walk away either.


A Lil Rant – regular ole preach up!

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A preach up!

Today I had the privilege to preach Pentecost!  This was as the church filled with “billows of smoke” (as it says in Acts 2!)…  I took a risk – time to speak plain, to give it straight from what I felt the Spirit saying.  I had pondered this message for three weeks – how Pentecost was already an established feast, what it was, why Peter quoted Joel, the context for Joel’s prophesy, the implications of the day, how the birth of the church, the coming of the Spirit was not a reaction – but God’ plan from the beginning and the mandate we have as a result of it!   It went really well – only offended a few (unintentionally!), but most loved it – though it pricked them to incarnate their neighbourhoods as the body of Christ!

I don’t often push the recordings out there, but thought I might share it with you while it’s hot off the press.  If you are in need of a laugh, want to do a little critique, give it a listen.  

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Liturgy

Preamble:  This is not a theological defense or attack.  It is not a thesis.  It is a thought or two, a consideration, an encouragement.  I also confess I am an Anglican, a Catholic Evangelical…  So, get over those hurdles and start from a post-reformation saint trying to authentically and orthodoxically follow the Messiah…  Now, read on!

I have Catholic roots.  I have evangelical roots.  I am an Evangelical Anglo-Catholic who is a missional missionary and leader in an urban post-Christian post-modern reality in a western context.  I suffer the same over marketed drowning culture as you, if you’re reading this!  There is no space for reflection, getting perspective unless one turns off, tunes out, blocks space to slow down and actually really do real thinking and meditating.

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Ever been in a time praying with others and the most common phrases were, “Lord we just…” or “hmmm…”  and rambling 1000 words to say what could be said in 50?  Yet in those times come birthing authenticity and earnestness.  There is strength and weakness.  Like most things in life, it is not complete or holistic.  It becomes trite and shallow and only includes what we feel and think about right now… in the moment and doesn’t help us see, think, feel (also known as align) with God, His will, or transform us, but reduces prayer to our limited shallow theology and emotions of the day.  BUT it also presents the real needs of the day – and mysteriously God includes us in His efficacious engagement with the world by moving in our prayer!  A mystery!  I heard it said recently that God somehow includes us, begins our reign with Him even now, even sharing His power with us, by making us part of the way He moves!  A huge mandate to intercede!

Yet that is incomplete.

I have experienced seasons (two plus years to be gut honest!) where it was dark, real dark.  I had no words.  I was out of words.  I didn’t feel and what I did sense was dark!  I didn’t even have energy to intercede regularly.  The only thing that kept me; what healed me; what sustained me – was praying the Divine offices….  regular times of prayer every day, where I was led, like spiritual therapy, as compared with physical therapy.  It impacted me emotionally, mentally from the core of spiritual therapy.  It guided me, reminded me, told me and exhorted me – because my heart was too dark to remember.  I am every grateful for those times of liturgy.

I am also limited – I need and have come to find encouragement, even transformation in liturgy!  I have found that it helps me get how to worship and adore Him, without a string of dime store, supermarket check out queue romance novel empty words I don’t relate to beyond mental ascent, but certainly not with the faithfulness of the command to Love the Lord my God with all of my mind, all of my body, all of my heart, all of my strength (will).

Why?  What is the draw to the liturgy?  Most holistically, what is the draw to a holistic and authentic use of liturgy – which makes plenty of room for the need of the day, the intentions of the heart, the aches and emotions that need and should be expressed?

There are several reasons for this BOTH AND to be holistic and healthy and that any liturgy provides for the former and while shaping us in the latter.  First, We don’t reflect seasonally or thoroughly through all of the things we should reflect upon without a plan, a calendar.  We don’t remember well at all.  Liturgy drives this.  Second, Liturgy is mostly Scripture!  All Anglican and Catholic, and Orthodox liturgies are formed and collected from Scripture.  Can one object to praying Scripture?  Third, by the first two, it helps form us, transform us, and align us.  Ever pray, “Your will be done?”  Ever pray “we want what you want God?”  Well, this is how we align our desire, our posture, our perspective to God.  Scripture guides us, and the liturgy is in a schedule, a routine that helps us think through and worship in a holistic way.  Fourth, Liturgy aligns our world, our lives along God’s paradigm, instead of a pagan calendar…  these two are a step closer to a Biblical world view.  In a world where there is less than 10% Biblical world view held by the Christian population of all traditions, this would be very helpful.

Furthermore, when you reach – and you will – if you’re young and in denial, okay, I’ll wait for life to slap the ever loving s*** out of you and you’ll be back to tell me you now get it – that point where you cannot even form a prayer, the liturgy takes you there, where you should and need to be and that transformation and slow realignment, rebirth of your soul can occur – because it aligns you with Him, His will, His perspective, and the release to trust and allow God to be, well, God!  It’s surrender, but that’s not popular today.

These well written, theologically thought through liturgies and prayers are the 50 words to say what can be said in 50 words, verses 1000 to say what could be said in 50!  They are thought out, constructed, well chosen vocabulary, and have been prayed and reflected upon and sharpened over centuries.  There is wisdom in listening to good orators, or reading good writing – well, here you are!  AND it’s shared and prayed with thousands of others same day and in a world where the time zones shift, it means it is prayed repeatedly every hour for twenty-four hours!  AND it’s been prayed for centuries.  It exposes you to others.  Within the Anglican tradition there are approved liturgies and prayer books across the globe.  They are the same, but also include innovative thought through contributions of others.

Then for those who are passionate about expressing what’s on the heart, liturgy provides space every time you gather to pray openly, in your own earnest passion about anything and everything!  It also frames prayer to include the things and reflect the values of a diocese, a society, today.  So, there is nothing lost.

I think the resistance when we get honest, is a) uneducated fear of it being unorthodox or boring, or too rigid, b) not accustomed to anyone having any form – we so embrace no form (discipline) of any type, we resist it even when it’s good to allow input to help form us holistically.  Think of it as doing sit-ups; if you only do crunches and belly muscle work, you’ll be humped over in a short time, because you haven’t holistically trained your body to also address the counter balance of strengthening the back;  and c) the lie of our time that if it’s old its irrelevant and modern only is good.  Additionally, I think we don’t know how to focus, to slow down, to listen well.  Liturgy provides that space – we need it desperately!  Our lack of it has birthed theology for how we feel today – lack of orthodoxy at best and heresy at worst.  We’re moved by the emotion of today… because we feel it earnestly doesn’t make it right or true; yet it has become the arbitrating reality today.

So, give it a consideration!  Don’t go nuts.  Where I am, we practice morning and evening prayers together.  It’s not some painful hour for our busy contemporary lives.  It’s 8.30a and 5.30p…  It frames the day.  The New Zealand Anglican Prayer book also offers a short mid-day prayer and compline/night prayer for the end of the day.  It is chalked with variations and options, festival days, etc, providing variance and routine and freedom to adapt and move with the earnestness of the day.  It is respected not just by the global Anglican Communion, but other traditions as well.  There is also the Book of Common Prayer – still used (with editing over time) since the early 1600’s!  One can also draw from the Orthodox and Catholic Missals.  Our fore-fathers and mothers developed Divine offices, set times of day where different forms/types/postures/purposes of prayer occur.  I practice seven offices each day – none are ordinarilly long, five alone, some very brief, altering time when conflicting in a meeting, etc.  I vary how I do it, but it helps me, forms me, reminds me, makes sure I practice all the postures from intercession, to repentance, to adoration, etc.  Do I ever just pray?  You bet – regular form of life for me; and at times do retreats, as well as long prayer walks on my own, where I just talk with God – telling Him more than one would ever want!

To sum it up, in good consolation seasons of life, or the dark nights of the soul, it keeps me.  It keeps me when I can’t keep it.  It helps me holistically seek, know and be known, to posture myself and keep perspective.  I’ll give you one short example.  At 4p daily, my phone/laptop/pad gives me a reminder for none (9th hour of the day prayer… anytime from 3-4p daily… I set mine for 4p because it best fits my life demands.  At none prayer, the reminder in my phone has notes to help remind me, a very short liturgy that helps me keep perspective, to think, be reminded and to align my heart to God’s – to surrender.  How?  Here is my None prayer:  “It is mid to late afternoon.  It is the fading part of the day, the time of decline, when shadows begin to lengthen.  The fading of time brings home death and impermanence and the need to connect with something transcendent.”  This simple reminder puts my very temporal time here on earth in perspective with the eternal reality inwhich I live.  I don’t take myself or my contribution in this world so serious that I think “I’m all that.”  It reminds me I am small and I serve with authenticity and sincerity, but the world is His!   In the notes of this reminder for None, is “None is nine; the night hour of the day.  It is mid to late afternoon.  It is the fading part of the day, the time of decline, when shadows begin to lengthen.  The fading of time brings home death and impermanence and the need to connect with something transcendent (beyond time).  This perspective helps us connect with what is most important.  It is an opportunity to acknowledge the limits of our lives.”    You see?  It keeps me.  It keeps me a humble disciple.  I’ll not bore you with all of my prayer structure here, but will gladly share them with you if they would help.  In the mean time, I encourage you to consider adding liturgy to your rhythm of life as a Christ follower.  For a taster, I’d recommend Common Prayer, http://commonprayer.net/.  It’s a once a day contemporary taster for anabaptist traditions.  You can also source the NZ Prayer Book, http://anglicanprayerbook.nz/, or the Book of Common Prayer, along with many other resources, http://anglicansonline.org/resources/bcp.html.  Feel free to research divine offices, etc.  Don’t go nuts!  Start slow – mine grew over years of practice and experimenting, participating with monks and living in and amongst Anglicans here in New Zealand.

In closing – I’m not saying ditching spontaneity in prayer.  Of course pray without ceasing.  Pray when needs arise, when parting or gathering, or for a specific move in the heart – including the persecuted church which is always on my heart (!).  BUT be holistic, as one is with exercise or diet.  Be healthy!  Your body will wear out and die.  Your soul – who you are is eternal!  So be healthy!  Learn to see life (think, feel, posture, attitude, action) in a holistic healthy full orthodoxy and allow yourself to be shaped by Scripture as you pray and pray together!  My experience is people who practice this, especially committed with a group of others, come to faithfully value it and miss it immensely when it’s not a regular part of their lives!  And I’m talking about millennials, not boomers or x’ers.

I’d love to hear how others are experiencing this!


Saying what we’re not allowed to say

IMG_2763I’ve watched the events unfolding in the Middle East MY ENTIRE FREAKING LIFE!  It’s ALWAYS BEEN chaotic; always multifaceted and many guilty parties.  My conclusions, to date anyway, are not popular with anyone.  I reject taking up “others’ views” to simply be accepted within a “tribe”, to belong.

We see a region, from Afghanistan, Pakistan and Iran, across Israel, Palestine, to Egypt and all the way to Morocco.  The recent events with super powers involved in an effort to “destroy ISIS” without being on the ground is futile and we all know it, but no one is satisfied with allowing ISIS to continue, nor to commit boots on the ground to stomp them out, either.  Peace seems a virtue ISIS scoffs towards and uses it only to outmaneuver for treachery.  What a mess!   It feels surreal, like the summer of 1914, a world war waiting to happen for no clear reason or worthy sacrifice for what is about to be demanded to pay death itself.

Look, on one hand – and many will NOT like what I am about to say, the mess in the Middle East has been fostered by a century of imperial meddling from many countries, the US, UK, France, Russia and now the latest, China.  The lust for oil, control of a geographic key region has driven people to fight over this area for the history of mankind.  The past century directly lays ground work for internal strife, and the chaos of today.  We continue to define “our interests” at the expense and lack of voice by those who “get to” endure our will played on them.  In other words – a big part of this mess is OUR FAULT (the western powers, and I’d throw Russia and China into this complicity.

BUT, and here is what is not allowed to be said….  BUT…  the core of this mess is a violent culture, a violent predisposition that has fought amongst itself from all of history.  The Old Testament reveals a history of war, genocide and racial dominance and NON-STOP bloodshed.  Many site the curse of sin and the nature of the races that God told Israel to wipe out because their DNA was evil.  Others will say they are merely working out the internal defining Europe did centuries ago.  Some will say it’s all our fault, making money off warfare, war we participate in and we sell to when and when we’re not directly involved.

I think all of it is true.  What is not allowed to be said is that the Middle East, from the Persians, to the Arabs, to the North Africans – they have some deep cultural VIOLENT and literally murderous tendencies that they are not owning up to.  Life is cheap, “my way” or die (the eternal fallen human disposition) is real there.  They choose this reality and as a people and region are not willing to come to terms and compromise to co-exist together.

The unbridled freedoms of the west, what liberals insist will bring harmony to the Middle East, are exactly the core of what they hate – despise, loath and froth at the mouth over.  They do not esteem freedom at all, but concrete and clearly defined boundaries of absolute obedience.  Free thought, critical thinking and a willingness to tolerate any dissent is odious to the Middle Eastern cultures.  Hence, reason does not work and why democracy is ludicrous and a waste of time by the right and the left persuasions.  The right simply wants to lull them to peace with profits and markets.  It’s a mere temporal anesthetic that will not be effective long, as so many realities of the region reveal.

So, what do we do?  Great question – no clear answer or answers.  The first step though is realising NO answer will fix it.  There is no “right” choice.  There is NO fix to this region.  Dour?  Yes.  Yet the entire history of the region is dour and I’m not allowed to say that either.  The Kingdom of God is the ONLY fix to the region.  Yet, a helicopter marketed shiny western evangelism of celebrity isn’t the way either – rather an upside down kingdom approach of humility – but we’re not patient enough for that, are we?

*Thank you to my nephew, Joel Knight, for this beautiful photograph (Wellington, New Zealand, 2015)


O’ Lord, we need an Amos

Unlike other Old Testament messengers, Amos was not a professional prophet; he had no special training, nor was he related to any other prophets. He was a peasant farmer and sheep tender called by God for a special mission. A native of the southern kingdom of Judah, Amos received a powerful commission from God to preach to the -people of the northern kingdom of Israel. In the first half of the eighth century BC, during a time of great expansion and prosperity in Israel, Amos spoke out against the economic injustices between urban elites and the poor. Rich landowners were acquiring money and land, taking advantage of small farmers and peasants. Although Amos was not wealthy, he was sent to warn the wealthy and invite them back into the good way of God’s justice.

Amos spoke out, saying, “Hear this, you that trample on the needy, and bring ruin to the poor of the land. I hate, I despise your festivals, and I take no delight in your solemn assemblies. Take away from me the noise of your songs; I will not listen to the melody of your harps. But let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.”  [From Commonprayer.net, 28 March]

O’ God, we need an Amos today, one empowered with authority to speak that there might be change, real change.  Amen


Reflecting on me, or properly reflecting on me.

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We’re in a world of undefined people.  I speak as a man, so I am writing at this moment to men, as I am not confident to speak to women on this subject.  What in the heck do I mean by “undefined”?

I use undefined to refer to us as people – not knowing deeply in our heart, from the centre of who we are, “who” we are.  It comes across as insecurity, which can present itself as over confidence, self aggrandising and looking for value in external “skins” of materialism, consumerism, stuff, roles, fame, glory, etc. This isn’t new news. Simply look at the phenomena of celebrity through the media or sport, the arrogance of politic, the drunken power of the oligarchy now masquerading as nation state.  Simply stated – we as people – especially men – basically have no idea who we are, and why we exist.  Therefore, we grope for it in temporal shallow trite ways.  We then try and convince ourselves of our identity and worth and remind ourselves (thanks, soccer mom/mum generation!) through rootless messages of ‘being exceptional – being exceptional to the point of confidence through cognitive dissonance…  where we hold to our lie, in the face of overwhelming reality, facts and arguments…  We believe the norm doesn’t apply, that the normal results, normal ability, normal foibles aren’t true about “me”.  We tell ourselves we have so much specialness, worth, value, contribution and that the world will actually miss us when we leave.

This past two and a half years, I’ve spent more time on reflecting upon the reality of my own self, and life.  I’ve thought about it for a longer time, but focused here over an extended time.  The reality is:  I’m normal.  Yes, I am imperfect, have foibles, fail, am weak, am not always nice, am capable – but not exceptional…and if I am in one area, I am only okay in most and fail at several.  I am not important – no qualifying adjectives allowed (that, very, or others that soften “not important”).  I will get old… some think I am now… but will get elderly, and will diminish, and many opportunities are already closed for me, and will die.  On the day, or season of my demise and decline – very, very few will notice, or stop, or care.  A generation later, I’ll be forgotten, just like my great and great great grandfathers and do not even ask about great or great great uncles, aunts, etc., or 2nd and 3rd cousins.  Who?

So is my message we do not matter?  Well, ugh, sort of – but that’s not the end.  We’re not something because the sun shines our of our butts (sorry, ladies, that was for the men)… but we are special – we are special to the Living God and we have value and worth because we matter to Him and He gives us identity, belonging, family and a purpose.  Outside of that and we are left groping for little gods of meaning made of mere wood and stone, straw, sand.  BUT in our true identity, beyond the circumstances and fate of the families we’re born into, we have immeasurable worth – but we must always remember that we are but dust and will not last in this world, but in His world, in His home, we will and can live as sons of the King.  Tim Keller, noted pastor, church planter, author and speaker, wrote recently something to the effect, “Who dares wake a king at 3 in the morning for a drink of water, other than his child?”  Us – that’s who!  We are weak, quite helpless really…  reality will visit us, if not in our family of origin, in the fate of life.  Steve jobs got cancer and died, as do presidents, and tyrants alike, and even holy awesome souls like Mother Teresa.

Remember – you are a moment and gone, but remember who numbers your steps, hair on your head, knew you before you were and will know you eternally.  Stand up and be a man, living out of that reality and not fooled by the false messages of a lost, empty meaningless world.


So, what is sin? Individual, society or systemic? Huh? Why “or” ?

The division within the church on sin and redemption….  Why do “we” fight over sin being individual, society or systemic and not all?

In admittedly simplistic presentation, I submit this paragraph. There has been much divide in the past century – more divisiveness within the church than about anytime in history. There was a divide over reliability of the Word, and then a divide on “what is it to be a Christian” and “what is it to be the church”. The former was conservative versus liberal, and the battle circled around fights over relying on God’s Word, and therefore the efficacy of Christ’s work to redeem people to salvation – what it takes to go to heaven… The conservatives centred on Jesus’ work saves us, and we are to believe in faith. The liberals position circled around being good people and God’s Word being a guide, but not literal. This fight widened to the conservatives embracing “what we think” and the liberals embracing doing good things in society. Outside of this fight within western Europe, the UK and North America, was the theological developments through the developing world, which was awakening to the implications of massive colonialism, and the government manipulations. They began seeing the corporate systemic sins, and how God did not like this. They centred their theology on this experience.

All of this divided the church and dismissed the others. My issue is as one who holds to God’s Word being reliable, and yes, within literature genres but also in context of culture, circumstance and the weighing of God’s Word in the “whole counsel of God”… in other words, you must look at all of what God says implicitly and explicitly. What is meant is god flat tells us something very directly… do this, don’t do this. BUT there are clearly implied issues as well – where God tells us what He thinks and expects by how often He talks about it, how much it is weighed out in the actions of people.

The result is that God’s Word addresses our individual salvation (dealing with individual sin), but also dealing with systemic sins (where injustice is legitimised, codified and made “legal” or even “moral” by consensus or decree), and also the behaviour of individual saints and churches, and the whole church in being like Christ in how it engages people, individually and society. In summary, all is correct and part of what it is to be the church.

I’ve faced direct attack, and been dropped from financial support because I hold this position. If I talk about systemic sin by our society, if I talk about our “being like Christ” in loving and blessing people in simple sacrificial love, and I fail to talk solely or directly about individual sin, if I fail to discuss intellectual “think right” Bible Studies, then I’ve faced being labelled a liberal or social Gospel Christian. I resist these labes, because each is heresy without the other; each incomplete and to label one is to ignore or dismiss the other. Yet, there is so much implicit and explicit in God’s Word to address all three means of sanctification of the believer. We are called to individually be sanctified by believing, but this believing is never seen measured by having every detail in theology straight, but in the behaviour of the saint in trusting Christ by how the saint behaves towards others – social and systemic sanctification… how we love people practically and collectively as a society.

There is a lot of room for the church and for Christians to be speak prophetically, and to be behave prophetically in our individual and collective lives. This is not license to be ugly and repeatedly battling the society, as is so common today. Rather, the call is to be counter-to-the-culture, live differently; to shine as lights, be salt, be a fragrance – each of which is a positive experience for the world who encounters the church and believers.

So, may we not be in frontal combat with the world, but let us be a sweet fragrance, salt to enhance the taste, and bright to light up contrasting darkness. May we be the defenders who give preference for the disenfranchised, under resourced and oppressed, the poor, weak and vulnerable. May we not embrace Babylon’s system of power, or forcing Christ’s Kingdom on the world – Christ rebuked that when He was arrested in the garden that last night. Let us be the suffering people who redeem people through our humility, lives resisting sin, a people making a difference in society by bringing healing and as a church working for the Kingdom’s value lived out in changing the systemic wrongs.


The Right Order

During the church growth years…. there was much about how to make churches healthy – we are indebted to the hard work they did for us.   From 1980’s, 90’s and early 2000’s, many leaders wrestled with how to mature the church and move people into engaging the world.  The result they found was that it became an inward focused church on “feeding me”, an attractional model that created a gospel and how Jesus, God and church “felt” to me… and reinforced a culture of multiple choice.  This was NOT the intent and their models worked to ground people and move them into mission.

The challenge was mission was something much later…some models literally using the baseball model where mission was introduced at the 3rd base to home plate leg of the journey – instead of a completely different model where it was inherent and natural for a saint to be involved in the Kingdom’s (Christ’s) main business….
There are a lot of great thinkers who have grown out of what our church growth fathers did.  The best thinking today starts with the outcome – God’s intent and His Kingdom.  From that Rubric, of God’s intent, we then aim and shape and form our mission, and then, and only then, from our mission do we form, shape, develop & grow and organise the church.

In other words, our eschatology forms and shapes our missiology, which forms and shapes and ecclesiology.

Therefore, what is our eschatology (the end result, time, event, goal).  It starts in Genesis 1 & 2, and why God created people, and the creation… He was wanting community with His creation and namely in personal relationship with us.

His entire eschatology is to redeem, and restore that holistic relationship, now veiled awaiting our complete redemption and the redemption of the entire creation (1 Corinthians).

Hence, our missiology is a waste unless it is aligned, submitted and coordinated with His plan for the world and creation.  Our mission is a farse if not part of that ultimate plan.  We’ll not achieve this in our own efforts, but we are called to be a part of what He’s doing in the world and He works through us – and that is woven in being His hands and feet in the most practical ways of loving, serving and blessing others – to manifest the values of the Kingdom (Isaiah 58, Isaiah 61, 2 Corinthians, 1 Corinthians 12 and Romans 12).

Then, and only then is there a purpose for the church.  Ever wonder why God even instituted the church?  If we read our eschatology, and then our missiology – which is threaded through God’s Word, then the versus on the church (read Jesus’ biographies, and the epistles and it’s clear our purpose is the missiology, by being ambassadors, leaving the fragrance of Christ, being light, being salt…  these behaviours, reflecting values of the Kingdom in the simplest ways become the jar that holds the message, Gospel, hope we have, are supposed to have anyway!  Then the message makes sense.  Then the “telling” of the Word makes sense and isn’t just God judging and condemning.  Then, following, surrendering and sacrificing our wills to Him makes sense.  For then, we also see and are aware of a) our lost state (Romans 1-4) and b) how great is His plan (eschatology) (Romans 5-8).

Now we have a life that makes sense, for God’s plan, intent, heart is the core and foundation for our efforts to reach the world, and our motivating central DNA of our behaviours as the church on mission.

In growing and being the church, we have a role, indispensable role – for Jesus only has physical hands, feet, eyes, mouth in us!  He never re-inhabited the 2nd Temple, but He did inhabit us in the Holy Spirit.  Wow!  What a plan!


They Kingdom Come, They Will be Done, on earth as it is in Heaven!

The title above says it, really;  we pray in the prayer the Lord gave us as an example those words;  that the reality of the Kingdom might be the same here, that God’s will would be equally done here, on earth, in our city, neighborhood and street – just like it is in heaven!  Think about that!  What if…. when some one encountered us, walked our street, our neighborhood, they smelled the fragrance of Christ.  What if they sensed the “light”?  Ever been somewhere you left saying it was a “dark” place?  What if?  What if the taste they left with in their mouth was savory, leaving them with that longing for more?  This is what we are called to be – as His people – those Ambassadors, living in embassies that are foreign sovereign soil in a distant land!  It gets me excited!

When we read the four biographies on Jesus (we call them the Gospels – the books of great news!), we see Him constantly calling us to emulate Him, to have humble postures, to care about what He cares about, do what He does, have value systems like the King, to treat others the way He treats others – sacrificially, in deference, in such grace filled love that they see and long to know the Living God they see within us!

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Some how over a century ago, there was a great and sad divorce within the church, as cataclysmic as the reformation.  I mourn these sad divides within the bride of Christ, for He sees no division and longs for unity within His body.  Yet this divide a century ago saw one group grab tightly to truth (the absolute of who God is that we might know the true God and not distort His image to the point where we worship an idol god that does not exist.  The other group in the divide grabbed to the behaving like Christ in the world.  Sadly, one compromised the truth; one compromised how we are to live?

We are saints who hold to the power of God’s Scripture and we model ourselves and our lives after how He calls us to live, encouraged by the many saints who went before us.  We read, “The will know we are Christians by our love”, and the pleas of the Living God to live it out in so many passages, from the Good Samaritan to the prophet Isaiah (58 & 61 as examples), the prophet Micah calling us to love mercy and justice (6.8), and James telling us to live it out as manifestation of the inward change as saints.  God in Matthew tells the story of dividing sheep and goats by their serving behaviors.  May we be such.

Dear friends, there is NO divide in truth and that truth isn’t to produce self righteousness through piety, or even religious discipline – no, it is to produce the fruit of the spirit, a posture so often missing in our civil presence, be it politics or social disagreements.  It is to be seen in how we posture our lives as living sacrifices – focused on those in need, mercy for people who wound us, who do not deserve grace, but we lovingly and with glad hearts offer it again, anyway.  Have you ever been hurt, by another refusing to offer grace, but demanding justice and penance?  It crushes – we are to be like Christ as Mary Madgelene poured expensive perfume over His feet and wept – her act of worship and repentance, and it resulted in a life transformed in very practical life, just as it did for Matthew, for Zacchaeus, for the Samaritan woman at the well.

We face a context daily filled with at least 2nd generation pagans… they are spiritual, but not interested in the Christ message they’ve been given, or the hostile church they often face.  It is only in working to be a peak into the Kingdom that the walls come down, that they let us in, begin to trust us and they always smell and taste and see that the Lord IS good and that He does love them – but it is not learned in words, but only in our posture and actions.  This is what we see changing our own post-Christian western culture.

May you come to enjoy the excitement of seeing God use you in the simplest things of giving yourself away in authentic relationships with people who long for Him (that Imago Dei – image of God – is imprinted deep!) yet they do not consciously yet know it.  May you establish an embassy within your own neighborhood for the King and may you and your household be the ambassadors of our King.


“I put on righteousness as my clothing; justice was my robe and turban.”

What does a missionary in a post-Christian western urban context – within the USA actually do?  Why are you needed?  How do you do it?  Is there an impact?  Aren’t all Americans Christians, or rebellious people who know the Gospel?  These are common and realistic questions to ask.

It’s been a while since I unpacked that – and to be honest, it’s a challenge at times to explain in ways that most Christians can get a handle on…. We’ve been working on how to best unpack it. I openly admit I’ve borrowed terms from others who are better words smiths than us! I’ll make another attempt to refresh and unpack our work.

In a post-Christian context of the US, especially in cities along our costs, where the church’s influence is drastically diminished within society and communities, things have changed and for many Christians, they aren’t daily thinking about how secular it is, save when the media brings the hot topics to our door step or embraces licentiousness that offends us.  People are busy, including Christians… but did you know the best estimates are under 15% of the US is marginally Christian and in the coastal cities, it’s even lower?  That’s the big why!  But it’s more personal, and intentional for us.  Here’s our gig… It’s not to make people projects, or convert by baiting them.  It’s about authentic relationships.  Let me unpack it.

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Our neighborhood – 30,000+ people… two churches (one small, elderly & declining – one alive and present).  Hence our call to inhabit the neighborhood and be a blessing?

What we do: In many ways, we do exactly what missionaries in many countries do… from meeting real and tangible needs, to helping develop neighborhoods, to meeting direct spiritual needs! This prepares hearts to hear the hope we have and then communicating so they “can hear”. We’ll unpack that more below.

Who we target: We are called to work in engaging people “beyond the reach of the church… any church.” We use this phrase to simply refer to people who, be they secular, another religious background, or distant Christian backgrounds; they have no interest or a disposition against relating with, wrestling with, or participating in a relationship with God, or His church…any church. That’s not a fringe, but a major percentage of people in the West, in the US, and an even higher percentage in major cities, cities like New Orleans!

Why we do it: God loves all people – He created them to relate with Him, and see them become everything He created them to be, in right relationship with Him! He tells us to leave the 99 to get the one! Sometimes, there are “life happened” and oher times, they are clearly underserving – openly sinners. One of my favorite stories is the Prodigal, which included his father and his brother. It moves me deeply at the father’s posture – God’s posture…read Luke 15. As Jesus told this story to the critical Pharisees for his cavorting with “sinners”, his ultimate point was the posture of the good son. It motivates us to live our lives sacrificially.

How we do it: In summary, the vision is to create the “beloved community”… where the values of the kingdom are seen lived out pragmatically… In other words, what if.., “Your Kingdom come; Your will be done; on earth as it is in heaven” were real in our neighborhood – in your neighborhood? It’s that simple, and that hard – because we have to live in what a pastor mentor, Tim Jack from Seattle taught me years ago, live in deference to others before ourselves. We’ve learned that this is what He calls all of us to do – live in deference.

We work hard to incarnate (be like Jesus – in the flesh), to inhabit Christ to these people (live life in the same space, same neighborhoods)… By inhabit and incarnate, we simply mean we live life alongside people in normal contexts of life – in our normal contexts of life. They need to “bump” into God (people) daily as they live life, in the same tasks of normal life – who smell different; act different; look different; but yet look like them, are just like them, facing normal life like they do.

First, we work hard to create situations where they are so touched by the people (us) in front of them, in these normal life situations, that they cannot help but see God and be thirsty for more. Traditionally, we’ve called this “evangelism”. We honestly do not use this term often, simply because it has meant confrontational “truth telling” in the past and it makes people feel like “a project”. We want to get to the place where we can “explain” (unlock the mystery of the radical truths of who Jesus is, what He accomplished, and God’s heart to relate with them) the great news. We often need to gain trust, be authentic, unconditional, constant friends over time. Some people have bad tastes in their mouth from the past, or have such brokenness in their life story that we need to “take down the brick wall” keeping them being able to emotionally and/or intellectually understand our message.

This often comes through meeting real world needs – physical, material, emotional and spiritual. We are working to relate with people in an urban, complex area of the city – bohemian, artistic, multi-ethnic and cultural. From musicians, to artists or various kinds, from elderly to immigrants, from the poor to homosexuals, this area is ripe with brokenness and also a spiritual thirst that makes them ready to have real conversations.

Funny reality… we “never” bring up God first, but they always do, always taste and see, smell it, see the light on the hill and initiate the conversation about spiritual things, God, living following Him. It may start with asking us to pray, or a discussion about bad things happening to people – but they introduce God into the relationships, and regularly!

But, how do you do it? Okay, okay, let me attempt to give you some handles. Ever hear of John Perkins? He’s a legend in how to work with and heal broken communities… reaching them spiritually while through being obedient to minister to physical needs-as God so repeatedly commands as we emulate Him. He uses some great concepts….

1) Relief (working on physical and financial needs that are immediate, right now). Think of the Good Samaritan Story. This might look like helping people get financial help from government or church sources. It also might look like financial training to manage their funds and bills, or parenting mentoring.

2) Development (working to move people from need of relief to economic and personal development that leads to financial self-sufficiency and healthier families and neighborhoods, that see families stay together, kids getting educated, neighborhoods safer). This can be by helping in youth sports, advocating for education, neighborhood association and collaboration. It can be job training or helping them access training for a future.

3) Through the 3-R’s;

Relocation is the first part…. To do what we do – you must inhabit – in other words, live where they live; same schools, stores, streets, cafés, clubs, problems, etc. You can’t “drive to ministry” in this context – you have to be one of them.

Redistribution is often seen as a “take from one and “give” to another. That’s not what we or Perkins means. In broken communities there is economic blight, loss of jobs and the money there, from poor paying jobs or government subsistence, it flows out to businesses owned by people somewhere else and usually worked by people somewhere else… no momentum locally! Even well meaning banks removes funds from the local context. Therefore, in working with people to get business owned and operated locally, employing local, and banks designed to help people in these neighborhoods gain more financial freedom and success. It includes to working on the beauty of the neighborhood, and events (like block parties) that build unity and momentum for a future together.

Reconciliation is the last part. People usually think white people apologizing for past and present bigotry and systems that discriminate, at times unknowingly and unintentionally. Yet it’s bigger than this. It means empowering the locals to lead – not paternal external (almost always white males). We work to empower local leaders (male-female, white-black-brown-yellow) to working for their own futures. We have a role, because we live there also, but we know we must empower the local people for it to last or have deep transformation and not just create a new dependency and no confidence to make progress without external help.

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Have you connected why we use the quote from Job here (at the top of this article)? You see, Job understood that to be a God serving person, it was more than the sincere religious habits, but a faith lived out in the most intentional, sacrificial and pragmatic ways. Job worked to stop injustice, to advocate for those in need and to meet real needs – sacrificially. To translate it to today – he spent more of him self (time, money, resources – including his business) to “incarnate God” far more than he spent on himself (material stuff – cars, house, items for the house), or vacations, or spending the majority of his time with people like him. Read the passage – it’s impressive! The prophet Micah tells us the same message, as does Isaiah, Daniel, Jeremiah, then Jesus, Luke and Matthew, Paul, Peter and James.   This isn’t just a means to “getting to” explain the “Gospel” – but is inherent to and foundational as part of the Gospel.

We hope this inspires you and encourages you! We pray it empowers you to advocate and be the hands, feet, eyes, ears, mouth and heart of Christ in your own neighborhood as you posture to be light, be salt, be the fragrance and see the needs right there, no matter what the economic context you live within!


Why do we Christ followers wrestle with the Biblical concept of mercy?

“Isn’t it odd that Christendom — ​that huge body of humankind that claims spiritual descent from the Jewish carpenter of Nazareth — ​claims to pray to and adore a being who was a prisoner of Roman power, an inmate of the empire’s death row?
That the one it considers the personification of the Creator of the Universe was tortured, humiliated, beaten, and crucified on
a barren scrap of land on the imperial periphery, at Golgotha, the place of the skull? That the majority of its adherents strenuously support the state’s execution of thousands of imprisoned citizens? That the overwhelming majority of its
judges, prosecutors, and lawyers — ​those who condemn, prosecute, and sell out the condemned — ​claim to be
followers of the fettered, spat-upon, naked God?”
~Death-row inmate Mumia Abu-Jarnal

Why do we, the saints, the Christ followers, the Christ “like” ones struggle, wrestle, resist being like Christ in showing mercy to others, including each other?  To be honest, I’d rather offend a non-Christian… seriously.  What we often refer to as “lost” people usually have a greater capacity to show mercy, to forgive, to give to those less fortunate than we!  I find mercy, be it from causing an offense, or in giving to others in dire conditions more freely flowing from non-Christians.

When it comes to those who are poor, in dire straights, Christians start with the proverbial questions, “Do they deserve help?  Did they earn this misfortune?”  Yet, Jesus clearly dismantles and attacks repeatedly the notion that the better your circumstances and financial status, the more blessed and favored you are by God… One only need to read the “Rich Young Ruler” and any number of other parables (before going to any number of books in the Old Testament (Joseph in Genesis, Job’s situation) to dismantle that idea.  Yet, the saints hold this “justify any mercy I might share” attitude.  So, we literally say…  to receive mercy from me, you must “deserve it”…  which translates “be like me”… moral, church going, non-swearing and vote like me… and if you don’t then you don’t deserve mercy.  It doesn’t seem to matter if hard times fell on you, or you fell on hard times.  How do we justify this with Jesus looking us in the eye?  Did He tell the fellow man being crucified, “Today, you’ll be with me in paradise…because you deserve it?”  Or when Jesus encountered the emotionally hollow Samaritan woman, Nicodemus, the woman touching his robe, the leper, the Roman Centurion… need I unpack that more?

Need a person be at the very bottom, destitute before they earn mercy?  Can a person, in need, but not yet at the bottom, find mercy among those who are to emulate Christ?

More so, need a person be worthy and promise to use it “our way” to receive mercy?  I’m not opting for throwing away what we give, or to enable unhealthy lifestyles, but are we called to administer an inquisition, or to be faithful and let the Spirit worry about those things.  Can we give in mercy, freely, and not needing to be arrogant and not emulate Christ?

More so, what is our motive for not giving?  Is our need to even, though unlike Christ, discern worthiness, really masking our own greed and need to control and keep our own money for “ours”?  Why can we not let go?  I challenge that we have world view issues.  Yes, we have worldviews (frame works in seeing and living in life) that are not Kingdom values, but our world’s values, lost values, built on self and enlightenment – self advancement.  To be like Christ, we are to emulate Christ and remember that while we were “yet sinners” Christ died for us, not when we deserved it, or were worthy of it (Romans 8.1f & Galatians 1-2).

One of the greatest known parables is Jesus’ story to respond to a challenge of “who is my neighbor”… and He tells the story of the good Samaritan, where the Samaritan, not the “holy” Jewish person, showed the mercy to the Jewish guy who was mugged.  The Samaritan gave himself, his money, his time to an “enemy”…. who did not earn it, or justify himself, and to a Samaritan was not “worthy” of his sacrificial help.

May we become people who a) life sacrificially with our purse; b) live sacrificially with our heart attitude to give in every way; c) be like Christ and be known for such, as they were in the 1st century.

Dare to be challenged by a couple of people far more eloquent than me?  Check these out!  I strongly recommend both:

 

 


Circumcised Hearts

Yours O LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours… Wealth and honor come from You; You are the ruler of all things. And Your hands are strength and power to exalt and to give strength to all… But who am I, and who are my people, that we should be able to give as generously as this? Everything comes from You, and we have given You only what comes from Your hand.         ~ 1 Chronicles 29.11-14

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David got it – all we have is not ours, but a gift from God.   Two key Old Testament words used over and over again, especially in dealing with our stewardship of money is mizpah (justice) & tzadequah (righteousness).   OT scholar B Waltke writes, “The righteous are willing to disadvantage themselves to advantage the community; the wicked are willing to disadvantage the community to advantage themselves.”

Therefore, if it is all a gift from Him, what is our responsibility?  Deuteronomy 24 tells us that when harvesting the fields which we haverovsionally in our control, we are to leave the corners and the fallen shafts… For the immigrant, the widow, the fatherless, the poor. (v. 14-19)  you see part of the harvest wasn’t for the owner, but the poor.  There is a recognition of God’s care, our participation and grace, mercy built into production, into profit.   A refusal refuses to acknowledge all is a gift from God and part of our gifting for others is thT ability to produce.  It’s not a hard jump to today.  When we consider children in poverty; the failing schools, the environment that is not conducive to learning, the neighborhoods that are not known for values or morals, much less reaching for goals with delayed gratification, financial planning, or even that the glass ceiling can be broken in something greater obtained… They are doomed to reply their legacies.  Some argue it is the parents’ fault; others that a failure of government (we the people) to break broken systemic evil and immoral systems.  Both have merit!  Yet, we don’t say it’s the kids’ fault.

My sons attend prep school. We teach them values morals and give them the confidence to reach for gGod tells us very clearly in Deuteronomy 1016 through 19oals, we teach them fiscal responsibility and understanding how to plan for the future. They have a completely different outlook on life. Due to their parents, their education and the Headstart we’ve given them, As well as through connections via their parents relationships, they will have the privilege to be successful and get ahead in life.as their parents we do this intentionally and work hard to position our children to be successful in life. We don’t apologize for that. Yet, we do have a compassion, God’s compassion, for the poor and want to advocate and do what we can to help them clean and make progress themselves, and for their children.

God tells Israel, and us, in Deuteronomy 10:16–19 that we are to circumcise our hearts and not be stiffnecked. He tells us to not show partiality not to accept bribes, and to defend the fatherless and the widow and the alien and to give them what they need.  Why? It is simple. Because we were needy, independent, and got saved and provided for us.if we cannot grasp this, to live justly, to have hearts that are circumcised it’s very simply means Heartcenter transformed and changed because of God’s compassion on us, then our religion is cheap and shallow and external, and has not changed us, and I would argue saved us. God tells us to the prophet Isaiah chapter 58 that we humble ourselves but we haven’t noticed that while we fast, referring to Yom Kippur, that we still do as we please and export our workers he goes on to ask is this the kind of worship he wants. It is a rhetorical question. The profit goes on to tell us that what he really wants his heart that are transformed,  and for us to do justice and care for those less fortunate.  We are recipients of grace and must therefore do the same.  This same key ethic, more, value  and expectation is repeated throughout the Gospels of our Lord’s life. Every time we see the verses on stewardship and grace for what was first given to us we are reminded that he actually really does expect us to show unmerited grace and compassion on others less fortunate than ourselves

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This takes us full circle to the beginning above; mizpah  (justice) & tzadequah (righteousness).  If we do not have compassion, do not reprioritize how and how much we consume, reordering our priorities, to where we give more to what God cares about than we spend on self indugence ( luxuries such as cars, vacations, “get-a-ways” we don’t call vacations, toys, discretionary consumption, and life extras), then I exhort that we are not appreciating our grace received and must wrestle our lack of radical conversion.

So, what is God calling you to change, to surrender, to repent?  Where are you grateful?  I would challenge that possibly you take up I have it I learned from the Jesuits, the daily examen.  I take a moment as I am to each day and I replay my day and take note of the graces, the compassion, the unmerited favor, the mercies, and many kindnesses that I received.  I take note of the ways in which I have failed to be my brother’s keeper, and to give the same graces kindnesses and compassionate to others, and I repent. I ask God to help me inhabit him in my world better tomorrow.

In closing, as any common reader of what I right here will not be surprised, I challenge that we have a very un-biblical worldview of God, his word, and literally what it is to be a Christian. I propose that the gospel most Christians were converted to was actually a spiritual prosperity gospel, where God gives order and success, and comfort, and security, and eternal investment for a higher pay out later. This self oriented gospel is not biblical, does not take the radical free grace the calls for absolute surrender, repentance – changing direction, and living as a living sacrifice to be in ambassador, representing the king and his kingdomin this world, so that people can grow in perception of the real God, his love, and be subverted to his kingdom. Our lives here are not about us, our success, our toys, our comfort, our security but… Loving him so completely and so consumed that we become his hands and his feet and his eyes and his mouth and his purse.


We are now “them” – Our American – even New Orleanian – “Krystal Nacht”

What in the heck is wrong with us as a people?  Treachery from one of the most tolerant cities in the western world….

Our democracy (picture Norman Rockwell’s painting of the man standing up in a community meeting and having his say…) where everyone is “supposed” to have his/her say – where power transitions peacefully with the power of the people… to today’s ugly mean spirited vilifying political campaigns (thank you super PAC’s)… to NAZI GERMANY 1933… [see article below]

It has begun.  Right here in New Orleans where nothing gets the people too upset…where a republican can still be HAPPILY married to a democrat, or even a socialist, it has landed on our doorstep!  This violence at some one involved in the political process is beyond hate – it is the outright criminal political activity we see in supposedly far less stable parts of the world where people will attack and murder some one for a different view of solving OUR common issues, challenges and problems!

Thank you Super PAC’s for creating the hate mongering violence we clucked our tongues at in more extreme nations… wait, we are now them!

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SEE ARTICLE ON POLITICAL HATE ATTACK IN NEW ORLEANS 6 November 2014: http://www.wwltv.com/story/news/crime/2014/11/06/prytania-fire-home/18590919/

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There is a dark “hatefulness” over taking us as a people….  We hate anyone who differs with us, is different than us.  We vilify foreigners, ethnic groups, nations, political systems different from us – internal & external… (just reflect on every ad prior to Tuesday!) and we’re more and more predisposed to violence… be it war or violence against anyone daring to think differently than us.  We idealize the 1950’s as if everyone was the same… they simply disagreed peacefully and respectfully between political parties, but wait…maybe not… only between republicans and democrats, but we then had state sponsored terrorism against any other political conviction (McArthy anyone?) and unless you were born with black skin… then you were free game.  The 1950’s were good and bad and we are returning to terror – violent terror in our politics…

Can I suggest a third way?  This friend’s wisdom, thoughtfulness and insights are a great read and a great response to this hate displayed today in my own city.  His name is Alan Cross.  He recently released a book, When Heaven and Earth Collide: Racism, Southern Evangelicals, and a Better Way of Jesus.  Even if you are secular, Jewish, Muslim, etc – this book has a REAL pragmatic approach that yes, is truly “red letter” Christian, but it is a way that will pull your heart towards a new posture in being a citizen and person.  I strongly recommend this read!

YOU, WE – individually & collectively – need to be concerned about the direction we’re going!  We all must stop falling into the trap of “hating”, condemning, disrespecting, dismissing anyone and any message different than us.  We must stop watching the programs (i.e. sorta news casts), listening to the pundits (pick your side’s shock jock) and reading (politicizing facades masquerading as journalism) and start thinking critically – that is to understand all sides of an argument.  The right champions the right of the individual – slaves to the enlightenment – and ignores the social – common good;  the democrats champion the group and ignore moral responsibility of the individual or collective responsibility for the individual  – slaves to the same enlightenment.  With no compass, it is no surprise we’re lost at sea in this horrible mess and growing storm.  May we stop being so d*** adolescent and grow up, listen well before we speak – understand before we form conclusions, be open to critique of our own argument…  It is what education is supposed to build into us.  We WILL NOT SURVIVE as a free society into the future if we do not heed this.  Today, November 2014, the political right wins… tomorrow – see all social trending – the left will succeed and win.  Neither conclusion is good for us – the right needs the left; the left needs the right!  ONLY then does this prevent extremism where one side is totally intolerant of the other… sort of like the Tea Party’s hi-jacking of the GOP!

Above, Montgomery Alabama 1961… Attending a wedding of an extended relative in 2012, a great aunt made a comment that is “shortened” to this, “Those busy body yankees came down and stirred our up nigras (N word + negro… this allowing southern Baptists to use the N word but be Christian about it).  They were perfectly fine and happy until those yankees stuck their nose into our business.”  In other words, our “way of life” where we rule, make the rules, benefit from said rules and lord over a servant class was great… for us… and we had them in their place and they liked it; being poor, discriminated against, having no say, being made to be scape goats, used and consumed to do what we don’t want to do..

I’ve heard so many arguments about “them” imposing their views upon me, from left and right – but the blind spot is that what is really being said is that “WE” want to impose our view upon “them”… what we want is OUR right way…  This huge blind spot and resumption of moral high ground is very dangerous and adolescent.

If we can attack some one who is participating in the political system and for a candidate that is not my party, just what would the next step in destroying a democratic republic look like?  Did you know that when the US State Department works internationally to help nation build with new emerging democracies that they do NOT help them build a US form of republic?  They help them build a British parliamentary system, to prevent massive one sided government, forcing more conciliatory working together?  Think about it in our own nation!


Don’t step over Jesus for your justice

 

While most of our society is secular today, or adheres to the US National Religion of Patriotism, I can safely say that I live in a Catholic city, filled with reflections of this French, plus Spanish (Spain & Central America), Italian, plus Irish, German, etc waves of immigrants that descended upon New Orleans.  It is reflected everywhere – 50+% of kids still go to Catholic schools (27 Catholic High Schools, etc).  The football team is known as “The Saints” for the number of statues of saints everywhere in the city – most on the planet.   The orders yet in 2014 run most of the mission/ministry to the poor, aged, handicap, and yes, schools.  many of these people lead lives that reflect God’s high place in their lives.

I am also blessed with many evangelical and mainline friends.  They have a love for God also.

Now, these two (or three, depending upon with whom you speak) sects (many would not be comfortable with that term, but sociologically, that is what our religious camps/denominations/convictions make us, where ever we land) have not gotten along since the reformation.  Today, admittedly, there is more good will than every before in history… thank God.  Yet, it still divides, and a lot of energy is spent on disparaging the other…  Evangelicals versus main line, and evangelicals vs Catholics (mostly).

There are many arguments to critique the other.  Some are ill informed, failure to really understand, or take the time to understand… easier to quote a celebrity is his ax to grind, because he is “an expert” by virtue of celebrity status, right?  Some has merit in critique… but we usually see it as the critique we have on “them”, and we never do get honest enough to say that we don’t have it all figured out and we don’t stop and re-analyze (presuming we ever did analyze to begin with) our presumed accepted positions, making suppositions dogma.  Be it a Calvinist or Arminius position on security of salvation & election, or the legitimacy of saints and asking them to pray intercede for us, or praying one time specific words are what saves you versus reflected in a repented direction of life, or dare I even say the Eucharist (communion) – there are issues of disagreement.

 

I have three responses…to all my friends who spend energy on this.

1.  We live in glass houses and should self examine our own doctrines first.  Does a junior high emotional moment and no signs of salvation for decades really save us?  Were we ever saved to begin with, or too late a night, mood lighting, emotionally manipulated story in the sermon and too much pizza to blame for those tears so long ago?   Or for our liturgical friends, if you miss a holy day of obligation (I am for attending worship as faith communities and even agree with important calendar days being a high importance!) is it a sin?

2.  When the world is fast going to hell – FAST – and the west leading the way… when we’re no longer influencing culture, but to be honest, it influences us more, do we need, should we be arguing amongst ourselves?  Isn’t there enough demonic enemy to keep us quite occupied sacrificing for others, loving recklessly, to avoid all of that?  To be honest, there is a lot of Enlightenment philosophy driving our split within the church – not just theology.  By the way, the Enlightenment is no more from God than democracy or capitalism, or socialism…  all have pro’s and cons and reflect cultural mores more than Biblical ones and both can be plied in Godly or hellish ways.

3.  My friend, Christ McKenzie, who is a pastor in Glasgow, at Mosaic Glasgow recently spoke on following Christ.  He spoke from the text found in Luke 9, when Jesus “set his face towards Jerusalem” – His last trip culminating in His propitiation for sin through the cross  & His resurrection.  During this trip, he went through Samaria, instead of around it.  Here is the section that caught my attention:

51 When the days drew near for him to be taken up, he set his face to go to Jerusalem. 52 And he sent messengers ahead of him, who went and entered a village of the Samaritans, to make preparations for him. 53 But the people did not receive him, because his face was set towards Jerusalem. 54 And when his disciples James and John saw it, they said, “Lord, do you want us to tell fire to come down from heaven and consume them?”[e] 55 But he turned and rebuked them.[f] 56 And they went on to another village.

Jesus, the iconoclast, blew apart our human walls.  Samaritans, half breeds, Jewish faith gone wrong, a sect in an ugly slant from the Orthodox Jewish perspective.  Remember, Jesus was a Rabbi, his disciples good Jews…  He not only when through there multiple times, but spoke to a Samaritan woman, saw her village come to faith through her, and used them in positive spot light in parables (ugh hmm, the Good Samaritan?).  Here, He goes through there….  The disciples want to unleash their newly given promotion with powers…  and drawing on History when a prophet smote a Samaritan King, they thought they’d be religiously zealous and do one for God…   🙂  Somethings in the Middle East just don’t change, do they!?!  🙂

Jesus’ response was amazing – He rebukes them!  Here is where Chris had such great insight!  He rebukes them and makes the new covenant real in practical ways!  Grace, love, inclusion, acceptance, blessings…  the power of God’s love woos people, not angry dogmatic debates!  They wanted to step over Jesus and execute judgment for their heresies… these wayward Jews the Samaritans, with their incorrect theology and allegiances.  Jesus rebukes them and has for the past several years blessed them over and over.

Now back to our situation… May we stop stepping over Jesus to be right, to win the theological argument, to feel better about ourselves.  May we become those who practice the New Covenant in practical ways – blessing each other, supporting each other, loving each other.  Gang, when we get there, I am sure we will all have some theologies fallacies that get explained to us!  Let’s major on the majors, and minor the minors and start being united… not united as in the United States disunited congress, but in the Biblical unity and love we are to be known for.  Let’s focus on the evils in the world – from war to poverty, from injustice to oppression, from moral sin to sin of consumerism, materialism and self indulgence, from the 90+% of the church who does NOT have a Biblical world view on why we are even here!

I’ve come to appreciate swimming in all these waters, to use the euphemism of Richard Foster…  I love the intimate worship of the low liturgy contemporary churches, the passion in praying of the Charismatics, the love of the Word of the Evangelicals, the mystery and awesomeness of God in the Catholic Mass.  I love to pray from the heart and the written ancient prayers through through and written long ago to guide me when I am so tied up I can’t find the words myself.   AND big secret… I know people in all camps – they all sincerely love Christ and want to follow Him correctly.  Maybe we can learn from each other and stop being afraid we’ll get coodies…

Okay, enough for a Friday… Coming soon… the reality that Jesus hung out with the who[re]s and pimps, the thieves and the collaborators, the trash and villans… not the religious.. and we’re supposed to imitate Him and be light into the darkness…salt, ambassadors… Hmmm.  I’ll save it.

 


Hupotasso

My journey the past two years has been complex.  How does one reduce an epic into a short posting?  Simple.  You can’t.  What I can do is share what is coming into view recently.  It involves Hupotasso, the Oikos or New Testament Greek much of that portion of Holy Scripture was penned.  It simply translates – literally – to “hear under”.  Pause and consider that definition and the impact.  This Greek was very specific in meaning.  In Latin, the word is oboedire, to listen, hear, obey.  Both convey not just a letter of the law obedience, discipline, compliance, which our understanding has morphed to mean, especially today when obedience is good for a dog, but calls forth a resistance emotive response when considering one’s self allowing another – charged word here – control over our greatest western cultural more:  freedom.  Yet these root words imply a posture, a receptivity to “hear” and take on board what the one with sovereign role over one’s life.  This is vastly different.

Rather than a treatise on obedience, I’m writing to [attempt] to summarize a long, complex, and often very humble and painful season in my life.  It’s not to glorify that journey at all, nor to elicit some special spiritual journey, but rather, my own learning, realization and what I am realizing – which is NOT informational, not realization, but rather, capacity, ability, transformational manifestation and reality in my life.

I thought I understood “surrender” to God…  I had surrendered to the best of my capacity, ability and will as far as God has brought me during my life.  I had done this several times, including during this two year experience where Lamentations 3 became my heart’s tears before the Lord.

 

Yet, just now is there an awakening, from Him – not due to any ability, effort, or work on my part.  I’ve been listening, seeking, submitting, but just now “getting” – being given a new capacity to embrace, thank and appreciate, obedience in a completely new light.  My hearing under actually is due to something that may appear tangential…  ability and capacity for intimacy with the Father.  Yes, there is lots tied to early origin issues, my own life, coping and protection from those unhealed areas – which by the way, I had invested in healing from, but have come to see this journey is far more than counseling, spiritual formation and that God does work over an entire life time and somethings are only revealed, transformed, digested over such decades and journey with Him.  This intimacy, or capacity for intimacy with Him, trust to His lead, abandon of dreams, self need for worth, be it position, esteem, relations, circumstance, success, ability, competency, comes from a growth in the ability to embrace His love, delight, joy, and complete focus of His attention and love…  Simply, but so complex – God loves me.  Woe.  The words don’t capture the enormity of that reality… no work, no worthiness, no success, no improvement, no sacrifice – He does.  Over time comes the surrender to trust Him, then to trust Him when we don’t understand, then when it hurts, then when there is nothing, but Him.

Then the great transformation that whatever He allows or brings – all of it is brought as part of the journey with Him – that to live present TODAY – THIS HOUR – as well as calling, contribution, vocation (spiritual calling), job, location… that right now – no matter what He is calling us to emulate, cooperate, be with, imitate, BE Christ to every person, every circumstance, every moment, event if nothing and no one, but to be with Him, see it all from Him, see it all as us with the royal honor to embody Him to others and to see them as we are engaging Him.  This type trust, this capacity, this abandonment for my success, future, ambition is transformed to my opportunity to serve – to be an ambassador – my honor to sacrifice, surrender, trust, love, experience with Christ right now…

Martyrs, the Saints, the oppressed and their courage, so sentimental, so seemingly trite, is a peak inside an intimacy that we don’t understand from the outside – No, only from experience personally does it make sense!  Only then can one “get” this fraternity of those who have a deep intimacy and shared experience of being obedient.  Only then can one surrender and allow whatever and have real joy.

As I write that, I re-read the words.  It feels or could communicate an elitism.  Far from it.  The past two years have stripped me, shown me coping defensive mechanism, ugly sides of me I couldn’t see, didn’t realize, revealed my wounding of others, my forceful personality that could control, intimidate, draw in and then exact.  I spent over a year “done” with even having close relationships, daring to ever trust anyone again, sealed inside a cocoon of shame, in reality rejecting grace, healing, risk for future.  I felt ugly and dirty and horrible as I had not seen so much of it.  I wasn’t horrible – but there was truth in the indictments.  Yet, the end of the day, so much had been lost, some relationships lost; shame my due portion.   To end up at my end and He still loves me, no matter what the future holds, that if there is no future serving the King in an outward tangible manner, that I am yet His, yet called to imitate Him engaging the postman, or barista, the silence of a day alone, or the demands of work or unfair anger released at me.  All of it is from Him, a journey with Him, my calling to be trustingly surrendered and “hearing under” His hand, His words, His leading, the transformation of who I am to be like Him… and to be like Him in my heart, even is silent and not known by another.  The capacity to be this person is a grace, a mystery yet to me.

Can I live out what I am realizing?  I am making a humble sincere effort to be that person in every encounter.  It’s easy with the pharmacist at the drug store, the person who made my coffee, even my kids.  Can I do it when it’s not fair, mean, rejection.  I want to!  I can accept the intimacy of God more and more, and therefore, more capacity to follow Him each moment of each day.


Mount Flemish in NE part of the Isle of IRE where Patrick as a teenager herded sheep as a slave; thought to be lost, dead to family in Britain.

I think of my hero, St Patrick, the years lost in slavery, cold on a small mountain herding sheep, alone… no future told him.  I think of Joseph’s 22 years journey from his cruel brothers’ selling him into slavery through to becoming Regent of the Egyptian empire; of Paul’s unfair treatments, the end of life for almost all the early Apostles, the life of most of the Saints, the martyrs in China, Russia, the Arab world as I type.  This is not just gritting of the teeth, mind you, but a heart “hearing under” to obey, be formed in the seasons of every day, throughout the seasons of the decades of life…to trust and walk with Him, trusting – burning, murdering (to mortify) my will, my ambition, my understanding, my preferences to His will for me…and to do so not gritting my teeth, but with the joy and honor to be given the life He decrees.  Brother Lawrence makes more sense now.  Joan d’Arc makes more sense, the stories of Chinese Christians make more sense.

My concern, this is less and less known in our consumer, materialistic, self absorbed western world where indulgence, entertainment, self realization and happiness are the priority; where freedom to pursue “my” desires is paramount, my rights, my avoidance of even delayed gratification, much less anything I do not “get” is less and less appreciated.  I spent decades myself wrestling to where I am now, and only after being dashed against the rocks, does it begin to make sense.

The result – peace; even joy; rest and end of striving for tomorrow; not an emptiness as in nothing there, but a contentment and openness that if He leads me to pursue something more, dare I say, “ambitious” then I can do so without question and not worrying about the results for me… but the results of being able to have intimate relationship together as I live to be Christ in the small moment by moment day as I engage people.

I am nearing being able to say – “thank you” to God for the deep crevice  of the past two years.  I am human; I do want to hear Him dispatch me with Holy orders to make a contribution that fully envelops my experience, talents, gifts, desires, passions, and potential.  I do want to intentionally and overtly be used in the Kingdom – BUT – I can wait and if He says, no; if He says I am to spend these last decades hidden, silent, quiet, prayer and not actor, then I have the capacity to surrender, hear under, embrace and celebrate that He is forging me in and through this, that I CAN trust Him, CAN be intimate and that it is NOT punishment, but His and my journey together, my formation and transformation and it is specially designed for me.

 


And you will hear of wars and rumours of wars.

I read the news today… first time I’ve had time to sit and digest it thoroughly.

Three boys executed, tortured in Israel’s West bank;  Iraq continues in turmoil with Arab factions slaughtering each other – so many different conflicting alliances (the news trying to resize it to a two way fight) that one cannot count; central America, Asia, Africa; corporations guilty of massive abuses yet no one goes to jail… because their crime is executed through a corporation; gun murder spiking from Chicago, New York, Boston, Miami, Houston, New Orleans… partisan wars within the US have ground to dysfunction beyond repairing the republic; social values wars ripping us apart within – proving secular pluralism does not work, yet man made religious governance is autocratic and oppressive; secularization is so deep that faith in the west is now a remnant, and shrinking yet.


Eight Christians crucified in Syria here in this photograph

I revisited familiar passages… reminding me we are to expect just this, that time is ticking down, that it will become bad and we will live into it, but how we respond is the key.  Yet most of the church is intoxicated with the same materialism, consumerism, entertainmentism and distraction as the lost world around us, less than 10% having a Biblical world view….  Take a moment and read the passages I went to this morning:

Matthew 24

Jesus Foretells Destruction of the Temple

24 Jesus left the temple and was going away, when his disciples came to point out to him the buildings of the temple. But he answered them, “You see all these, do you not? Truly, I say to you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.”

Signs of the Close of the Age

As he sat on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately, saying, “Tell us, when will these things be, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the close of the age?” And Jesus answered them, “See that no one leads you astray. For many will come in my name, saying, ‘I am the Christ’, and they will lead many astray. And you will hear of wars and rumours of wars. See that you are not alarmed, for this must take place, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are but the beginning of the birth pains.

“Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for my name’s sake. 10 And then many will fall away[a] and betray one another and hate one another. 11 And many false prophets will arise and lead many astray. 12 And because lawlessness will be increased, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But the one who endures to the end will be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be proclaimed throughout the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.

The Abomination of Desolation

15 “So when you see the abomination of desolation spoken of by the prophet Daniel, standing in the holy place (let the reader understand), 16 then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. 17 Let the one who is on the housetop not go down to take what is in his house, 18 and let the one who is in the field not turn back to take his cloak. 19 And alas for women who are pregnant and for those who are nursing infants in those days! 20 Pray that your flight may not be in winter or on a Sabbath. 21 For then there will be great tribulation, such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now, no, and never will be. 22 And if those days had not been cut short, no human being would be saved. But for the sake of the elect those days will be cut short. 23 Then if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ!’ or ‘There he is!’ do not believe it. 24 For false christs and false prophets will arise and perform great signs and wonders, so as to lead astray, if possible, even the elect. 25 See, I have told you beforehand. 26 So, if they say to you, ‘Look, he is in the wilderness’, do not go out. If they say, ‘Look, he is in the inner rooms’, do not believe it. 27 For as the lightning comes from the east and shines as far as the west, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. 28 Wherever the corpse is, there the vultures will gather.

The Coming of the Son of Man

29 “Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light, and the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 30 Then will appear in heaven the sign of the Son of Man, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. 31 And he will send out his angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.

The Lesson of the Fig Tree

32 “From the fig tree learn its lesson: as soon as its branch becomes tender and puts out its leaves, you know that summer is near. 33 So also, when you see all these things, you know that he is near, at the very gates. 34 Truly, I say to you, this generation will not pass away until all these things take place. 35 Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away.

No One Knows That Day and Hour

36 “But concerning that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son,[b] but the Father only. 37 For as were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. 38 For as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day when Noah entered the ark, 39 and they were unaware until the flood came and swept them all away, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. 40 Then two men will be in the field; one will be taken and one left. 41 Two women will be grinding at the mill; one will be taken and one left. 42 Therefore, stay awake, for you do not know on what day your Lord is coming. 43 But know this, that if the master of the house had known in what part of the night the thief was coming, he would have stayed awake and would not have let his house be broken into. 44 Therefore you also must be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.

45 “Who then is the faithful and wise servant,[c] whom his master has set over his household, to give them their food at the proper time? 46 Blessed is that servant whom his master will find so doing when he comes. 47 Truly, I say to you, he will set him over all his possessions. 48 But if that wicked servant says to himself, ‘My master is delayed’, 49 and begins to beat his fellow servants[d] and eats and drinks with drunkards, 50 the master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he does not know 51 and will cut him in pieces and put him with the hypocrites. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

2 Timothy 3.1-9

Godlessness in the Last Days

But understand this, that in the last days there will come times of difficulty. For people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, heartless, unappeasable, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not loving good, treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power. Avoid such people. For among them are those who creep into households and capture weak women, burdened with sins and led astray by various passions, always learning and never able to arrive at a knowledge of the truth. Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so these men also oppose the truth, men corrupted in mind and disqualified regarding the faith. But they will not get very far, for their folly will be plain to all, as was that of those two men.

Luke 21.10ff

Jesus Foretells Wars and Persecution

10 Then he said to them, “Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. 11 There will be great earthquakes, and in various places famines and pestilences. And there will be terrors and great signs from heaven. 12 But before all this they will lay their hands on you and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues and prisons, and you will be brought before kings and governors for my name’s sake. 13 This will be your opportunity to bear witness. 14 Settle it therefore in your minds not to meditate beforehand how to answer, 15 for I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which none of your adversaries will be able to withstand or contradict. 16 You will be delivered up even by parents and brothers[c] and relatives and friends, and some of you they will put to death. 17 You will be hated by all for my name’s sake. 18 But not a hair of your head will perish. 19 By your endurance you will gain your lives.

Jesus Foretells Destruction of Jerusalem

20 “But when you see Jerusalem surrounded by armies, then know that its desolation has come near. 21 Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains, and let those who are inside the city depart, and let not those who are out in the country enter it, 22 for these are days of vengeance, to fulfil all that is written. 23 Alas for women who are pregnant and for those who are nursing infants in those days! For there will be great distress upon the earth and wrath against this people. 24 They will fall by the edge of the sword and be led captive among all nations, and Jerusalem will be trampled underfoot by the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles are fulfilled.

The Coming of the Son of Man

25 “And there will be signs in sun and moon and stars, and on the earth distress of nations in perplexity because of the roaring of the sea and the waves, 26 people fainting with fear and with foreboding of what is coming on the world. For the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 27 And then they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 28 Now when these things begin to take place, straighten up and raise your heads, because your redemption is drawing near.”

The Lesson of the Fig Tree

29 And he told them a parable: “Look at the fig tree, and all the trees. 30 As soon as they come out in leaf, you see for yourselves and know that the summer is already near. 31 So also, when you see these things taking place, you know that the kingdom of God is near. 32 Truly, I say to you, this generation will not pass away until all has taken place. 33 Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away.

Watch Yourselves

34 “But watch yourselves lest your hearts be weighed down with dissipation and drunkenness and cares of this life, and that day come upon you suddenly like a trap. 35 For it will come upon all who dwell on the face of the whole earth. 36 But stay awake at all times, praying that you may have strength to escape all these things that are going to take place, and to stand before the Son of Man.”

37 And every day he was teaching in the temple, but at night he went out and lodged on the mount called Olivet. 38 And early in the morning all the people came to him in the temple to hear him.

 


It can make one sad.  The only solution I see for western saints is to finally do what the wisdom of the Scriptures has told us from the earliest days of the church…  during the Roman Empire, which we see relived today… See Paul’s letter to the church at Philippi, chapter 3;

20 But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ, 21 who will transform our lowly body to be like his glorious body, by the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself.

 

We are not citizens of the US… capital free market and empirical foreign policy, national interests, corporate interests, not empirical financial maneuvering globally… we are citizens of the Kingdom, under The Sovereign King, not elected official.  Our loyalty is there and we are ambassadors of this Kingdom, therefore called to live those values in our presence here.

Instead of being sad, I further emotionally remove myself from belonging to lost broken worldly systems, aspirations and priorities and further align myself with the Kingdom, as pitiful as my vein attempts are to emulate Him.  Is there anyone else sensing the Spirit of the Living God saying the same to you?

 

The cost?  Martyrdom in many ways…  let us stop fighting and imitate the Christ, humble, quiet, resolved, choosing to love in the face of hate – for this changed the world, not legal fighting, not religious fighting, not demanding our rights, but giving ourselves up in subtle and grand ways.  Upside down Kingdom is a real concept…and flies in the face of the NRA, GOP, DNC, Wall Street. 5th Avenue & Hollywood….  your first persecution will be humiliation as you are mocked, scoffed at, dismissed, shunned ostracized and belittled.  That’s a hard one for us in the west…for acceptance and what others think is huge.  We’re accustomed to a Gospel of attraction, not a stark line of choose you this day whom you will serve.  Those days are gone… we are back to the historical…choose.  Sobering.


Losing My Religion – article form Sojournes Magazine

Take a moment to read this fascinating article.  Don’t get lost…  The author starts with the spiritual decline in the West, especially the US.  He then delves into a recent (sine 1979) political US national political history.  Don’t forget – he’s on about the new atheist fundamentalism.  He’s talking about the social dynamic that Christians find sad and a failure of our mandate.  BUT also not miss the the points he makes about who was involved in this demise of the church – esteemed figures who has skirted such reproach, though this past year several exposures must rewrite our esteem and historical understanding; the church today as a now political tool of the GOP and why, how the planks that attracted the Christians now being gone and a new gospel of capitalism and empire, nor miss his quotes of Church historical figures who condemn the embracing of the capitalism, which equates to Darwin economics, and do not miss  how we abandoned Jimmy Carter who looked far more like Jesus than Reagan, “one of our own” so-to-speak being fooled by the political establishment.

BUT do have a read… then ask yourself who do we listen to the partisan political rhetoric and start watching their behavior and measure them against those little red letters.

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Published on Sojourners (http://sojo.net)

Losing My Religion

by Randall Balmer | June 2014

How U.S. evangelicals rejected one of their own—and helped spawn the “New Atheism.”

RECENT POLLS SUGGEST that America’s vaunted religiosity is slipping, including the percentage of people willing to identify themselves as evangelicals. At the same time, the percentage of avowed secularists has risen. A movement calling itself the “New Atheism”—those adamantly opposed to religion—has attracted a considerable following.

The oracles of this movement—including Richard Dawkins, Sam Harris, Daniel Dennett, and the late Christopher Hitchens—deny any possibility of the supernatural, assert that religious belief is irrational, and posit that religion has caused untold evil and suffering throughout history. Because of their dogmatism and their refusal to countenance views other than their own, I refer to these people as “secular fundamentalists.”

Hard data may be elusive, but the latest generation of American young people is much less religious than the last, and the growing secularism they represent could be a byproduct of the polarizing effect of the Religious Right. With evangelical fundamentalism being the dominant and most public form of U.S. Christianity over the last generation, young seekers would rather turn away from all religion than adapt to the harsh expression of faith that excludes so many of their peers and often stands against their aspirations for fairness and equality.

Religious fundamentalism has tainted the reputation of Christianity. For many, unbelief has become more palatable than belief, if believing requires an embrace of the distortions that have so characterized U.S. Christianity over the last several decades.

What prompted the emergence of this New Atheism or secular fundamentalism? What historical forces contributed to its rise? The roots of this phenomenon go back more than three decades—to the political mobilization of a different species of fundamentalism that became the movement commonly known as the Religious Right.

AS THE 1980 presidential campaign reached its climax, an interested citizen, a preacher, picked up the telephone. Although the race was still fluid, his preferred candidate was trailing in the polls, and yet inserting himself explicitly into the race was dicey. His ability to sway voters, especially evangelical voters, was undisputed, but that influence derived precisely from his ability to appear above the fray. Over the course of a long and distinguished career, he had perfected the art of the discreet political gesture—a strategic handshake, a brief touch on the shoulder, a whispered aside in front of the cameras—to telegraph his preferences.

But this election was especially fraught. One candidate, the incumbent running for re-election, was known as a family man who shared the preacher’s evangelical theological convictions. The other major candidate, divorced and remarried, had spent much of his career in Hollywood, a province not known to evangelicals as an outpost of piety. A third-party candidate was a member of the Evangelical Free Church, a denomination with deep roots in Scandinavian pietism.

Receiver in hand, the preacher considered his options one last time and punched the numbers. At the other end of the line was Paul Laxalt, U.S. senator from Nevada and national chair of Ronald Reagan’s campaign for president. A memorandum in the Reagan Library tells the remainder of the story. “Billy Graham called,” the senator wrote. “Wants to help short of public endorsement.” Then Laxalt added: “His presence, in my view, would be exceedingly helpful in some of our key states.”

THE STORY behind the evangelical abandonment of Jimmy Carter in the 1980 presidential election is one of the most riveting—and puzzling—in recent political history. It is a story of intrigue and betrayal, and it reshaped both the U.S. political landscape as well as popular perceptions of evangelicalism to the present.

Carter’s improbable rise to the presidency in 1976 was fueled by voter discontent with Washington and particularly with the web of corruption surrounding Richard Nixon. The one-term governor of Georgia traded on his outsider status as well as his born-again Christianity. He also benefited from a resurgence of progressive evangelicalism in the 1970s, the movement that takes seriously Jesus’ words to care for “the least of these.”

In earlier decades of U.S. history, progressive evangelicalism animated various movements of social reform, including the abolition of slavery, public education, prison reform, and advocacy for women’s rights, including the right to vote. Many evangelicals were involved in peace movements, and some evangelicals even doubted the morality of capitalism because it necessarily elevated avarice over altruism and therefore ran counter to the teachings of Jesus. Charles Grandison Finney, the most famous and influential evangelical of the 19th century, argued that capitalism “recognizes only the love of self” and said that “the rules by which business is done in the world, are directly opposite to the gospel of Jesus Christ, and the spirit he exhibited.” The man of business, in contrast with the gospel, lives by the maxim: “Look out for number one.”

In November 1973, a group of 55 evangelicals, including Ronald Sider, Carl F.H. Henry, Tom Skinner, and Jim Wallis, met at the Chicago YMCA and adopted the Chicago Declaration of Evangelical Social Concern. Echoing the themes of progressive evangelicalism from decades past, the declaration decried income inequality and militarism as well as the persistence of racism and hunger in the midst of an affluent society. At the behest of Nancy Hardesty, the declaration also included a forthright embrace of women’s rights and gender equality.

Just over a year later, Carter announced his candidacy for president, drawing on many of those same themes as well as his frequently repeated promise to never knowingly lie to the American people. He pledged his commitment to racial reconciliation and health-care reform and to pursue human rights, a reduction of nuclear weapons, and a less imperial foreign policy.

Carter’s campaign confounded the pundits, who thought that the voters’ infatuation with the one-term governor of Georgia would evaporate once the field of candidates took shape. They were mistaken. Carter’s outsider status coupled with his evident probity provided a tonic to an electorate weary of Nixon’s endless prevarications. On his way to the White House, Carter effectively rid his party—and the nation—of its most pugnacious segregationist, George C. Wallace of Alabama, by beating Wallace in the Florida Democratic primary.

Carter’s tenure as president was, by any measure, a stormy one, beset by persistent energy crises, stubbornly high inflation, the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan, and the Iranian Revolution. Still, Carter was remarkably successful in pursuing his agenda. His first official act as president was to pardon Vietnam-era draft resisters, thereby helping to bring that sorry chapter in American life to a close. He renegotiated the Panama Canal treaties, and, in so doing, signaled an attenuation of U.S. colonialism. He advanced peace in the Middle East far beyond anything accomplished by his predecessors (or his successors). He recalibrated foreign policy away from a reflexive Cold War dualism and toward an emphasis on human rights. On domestic matters, Carter sought to limit the incidence of abortion, and he is regarded by many as the nation’s greatest environmental president.

SO WHY WOULD evangelicals, who helped propel Carter to the presidency in 1976, turn against him four years later? Why would they reject one of their own, a born-again evangelical Christian, in favor of a former actor who, as governor of California, had signed into law the most liberal abortion bill in the nation?

It makes no sense, until you consider that evangelicalism itself was deeply divided in the 1970s. Carter’s understanding of the faith, shaped by progressive evangelicalism, pushed him toward the left of the political spectrum, whereas many white, northern evangelicals, following the lead of Billy Graham, gravitated toward the Republican Party. Nixon’s damage to the Republican brand had briefly altered that calculus in the mid-1970s, and Carter harvested a far greater percentage of evangelical votes than any of his Democratic predecessors.

Conservatives, however, were eager to regain their footing after the disastrous Nixon presidency, and several savvy political operatives conspired to do so. Paul Weyrich, who became a primary architect of the Religious Right, had long recognized the political potential of evangelical voters. If he could organize them into a political movement, he reasoned, he could reshape the political landscape.

Weyrich had tried various issues over the years to lure conservative evangelicals into the political arena—abortion, pornography, school prayer, the proposed Equal Rights Amendment—but nothing worked. By the mid-1970s, however, he finally found the issue that would energize them: the attempt by the Internal Revenue Service to deny tax exemption to institutions that engaged in racial discrimination.

Following the Supreme Court’s Brown vs. Board of Education decision in 1954, many churches, especially in the South, had formed “segregation academies” to avoid the mandate of integration. The Civil Rights Act of 1964 forbade racial discrimination in public accommodations, but these schools persisted in their racial policies. A lower court ruling in 1971, however, held that any institution that engaged in racial discrimination was not—by definition—a charitable institution; therefore, it had no claims on tax-exempt status.

As the Internal Revenue Service began enforcing that ruling in the mid-1970s, and especially as it turned its attentions to the notoriously fundamentalist—and segregationist—Bob Jones University in Greenville, S.C., Weyrich finally found the issue that would energize conservative evangelical and fundamentalist leaders. When, after years of warnings, the IRS rescinded the tax exemption of Bob Jones University in 1976, these preachers howled in protest. Jerry Falwell, who had opened his own segregated academy in Lynchburg, Va., in 1967, famously complained that it was easier to open a massage parlor in most states than it was to open a “Christian” school.

Weyrich and other leaders of the nascent Religious Right, however, were careful to frame their protests as a defense of religious freedom—which meant, in this case, the freedom to discriminate. Ignoring the fact that exemption from taxation is actually a form of public subsidy, they railed against what they called governmental intervention into religious matters.

Weyrich’s larger challenge in forging the Religious Right was directing this righteous anger against Carter, a task that required an audacious sleight of hand. The IRS action against Bob Jones University took effect on Jan. 19, 1976, which happened to be the same day that Carter won the Iowa precinct caucuses, his first major step toward the Democratic nomination and the presidency. Gerald Ford was president then—Carter was inaugurated a year and a day later—but as leaders of the Religious Right ramped up their activism in advance of the 1980 presidential election, they succeeded in pinning the IRS action on Carter.

Midway through his term as president, Carter’s approval was sagging, which made him susceptible to the attacks and distortions of his political adversaries, including politically conservative preachers. Carter was vilified for the “giveaway” of the Panama Canal and for high interest rates and a stagnant economy. In 1977, Anita Bryant, a former Miss Oklahoma and runner-up Miss America, headed a movement called Save Our Children that rescinded civil rights protections for gays and lesbians in Dade County, Fla; Carter, while acknowledging his uneasiness about homosexuality, insisted that all citizens were entitled to equal protection under the law. Together with his wife, Rosalynn, the president also pushed for ratification of the proposed Equal Rights Amendment to the Constitution.

From the other end of the political spectrum, Carter faced criticism for reinstituting draft registration and upgrading U.S. military systems. He was slow to address human rights abuses among some nations long considered allies, including South Korea and El Salvador.

Although many progressive evangelicals shared these concerns, Carter’s greater political threat emanated from the right. By 1979, a year before Carter faced the voters, leaders of the Religious Right found the issue that would galvanize grassroots evangelical voters: abortion. Although evangelicals regarded abortion as a “Catholic issue” through most of the 1970s, and some evangelical leaders had applauded the Roe vs. Wade ruling in 1973, a film series called Whatever Happened to the Human Race?, featuring Francis A. Schaeffer and C. Everett Koop, helped persuade rank-and-file evangelicals that abortion must be outlawed. Despite Carter’s longstanding opposition to abortion and his efforts as governor and as president to limit its incidence, Carter was deemed insufficiently “pro-life.”

JIMMY CARTER’S DEFEAT in 1980 marked a turning point in the history of evangelicalism in America. Although Carter’s policies were consistent with the principles of progressive evangelicalism, the leaders of the Religious Right peddled a different vision, one characterized less by community, human rights, and care for those less fortunate than by free-market capitalism and a muscular foreign policy.

The rise of the Religious Right and the demise of progressive evangelicalism also transformed U.S. politics, contributing to the election of Ronald Reagan, George W. Bush, and countless hard-right conservatives on the state and local levels. Today, more than 30 years later, many Americans view evangelicalism and conservative politics as inseparable. Evangelicalism is seen by many as synonymous with intolerance.

Every action tends to trigger a reaction, and I see an unmistakable connection between these two developments—the rise of the Religious Right and the emergence of the New Atheism. Ironically, they’re both examples of fundamentalism in practice, one growing out of the other.

Both species of fundamentalism revel in a dualistic view of the world. For conservative fundamentalists, it’s a slavish biblical literalism that refuses to countenance any ambiguity on social issues or to acknowledge that the laws of a pluralistic society cannot be derived directly from the Hebrew Bible. The dualism of secular fundamentalists resists any common ground between faith and reason and forecloses even the possibility of transcendence.

Both the political fundamentalists of the Religious Right and the secular fundamentalists of the New Atheism are guilty of excess. Their dualistic perspective on the world blinds them to shades of gray.

Whatever his shortcomings as president, Jimmy Carter discerned shades of gray. He rejected the dualism of the Cold War in favor of a foreign policy that repudiated colonialism and emphasized human rights. Even though he was personally uncomfortable with homosexuality (as were most Americans at the time), Carter recognized that gays and lesbians were entitled to full rights as citizens. He understood the importance of military restraint as well as the connection between profligate energy use and the despoiling of God’s creation.

His political adversaries, however, saw the world in black and white, stripped of nuance. The activism of religious fundamentalists in the turning-point election of 1980 may have altered the political landscape, but the emergence of the Religious Right also set the stage for the backlash of the New Atheism.

Fundamentalism, after all, begets fundamentalism.

Randall Balmer, an Episcopal priest, is chair of the Religion Department at Dartmouth College and the author, most recently, of Redeemer: The Life of Jimmy Carter (May 2014).

 


Sow the wind – reap the whirlwind

We watch yet another candle light vigil – tear stained eulogies by young adults with no wisdom missing people who are “watching us” while denying there is even a god, and certainly not the Living God.  Suddenly in tragedy we cannot accept a reality without god, so somehow the laws of nature have those lost senselessly watching over us.  They miss their friends’ dancing, or jokes, but have nothing else they can recall.

What is worse though is that in a society without God – the Living God – we have a secular empty, shallow people who have no hope, no compass, no anchor, or purpose, nothing greater than themselves.  Thus their stomach is their god.  They live to simply temporarily gratify their insatiable passions, lusts (undeniable desires that are ever famished) for more, not able to gratify, not able to appease, so they live without thinking, enslaved to the latest cultural wave as if that hair cut, new fashion is a reason to get up in the morning.  They are enslaved to empty senseless wisdom from dumb sages, who tell them what is “cool” (acceptable) and has meaning.

There are those who cannot gratify their lusts and with time enrage and come to such senseless selfishness to hurt others because they cannot get their way.  Hurt people hurt people…

This is the end of western society… it was for Rome and we are not exempt either.

 

So, just why do you get out of bed in the morning?

 

I exhort that we seek to center and simplify…

1.  Center – make God our compass, our anchor, our purpose, our motivation, our rule, our standard.  That living FOR Him, UNDER Him, WITH Him, FOLLOWING Him our reason to get up!

2.  Simplify – Stop being blindly unconsciously led by such a stupid empty foolish society…  Simplify!  Simplify in our aspirations; dump materialism; dump social status; dump being entertained to death; dump status; dump consumption; dump the fast lane; dump social and economic ladder climbing; dump the dump empty social markers of success in life; dump cool; dump fashion; dump chic standards that make us superior to others; dump indi “in” cult cool; dump the latest; dump out rebellious culture; dump our celebrity worship; dump our reputations; dump our rights…  center and make relating, knowing and communing with God our center.

 

peace, joy, grace,

+ mike

 

 


Separation of church and state… where did that get us?

There has been much argument in our pluralistic secular world and nation-state about a separation of state & church.  I understand it in a civic’s class idea…  it also prevents strange cults from taking over state/nation government and promoting itself – like so many parts of the world.  Yet, while we’ve been taught in our civics that Christian is American, that a separation is a good thing; and in our own human state where we do judge and treat others less than well (slavery, racism, classism, anti-immigrant behavior, despising those with failings, gay, etc…  We, for those of us who claim, as saints of the Living God, have failed to act as He would have us act… and yet, simultaneously, He has not called us to be a secular pluralistic people – but His people.  Respect and honor and treat with grace those with whom we sincerely disagree, but not to shy and hide that we are His people.  At times, our silence and privatization is preferable to our disreputable behavior towards others, but if we emulate Him, act as He would, were filled with Grace – for that IS how He woos hearts, not by calling them out and humiliating them, nor waging an ugly pooh throwing political campaign, then our humble loving posture would win souls.

With all of this said, who ever said, other than misguided souls, for certainly not God, that in a democracy, we, the saints, the church – be it the institution or individuals, have no public role in society, it’s rules, laws or behaviors?  For this is exactly what led to atrocities in the past.  It was the church that offered communion to the concentration camp officers and guards in Europe in the 1930’s & 1940’s; the churches that offer today and yesterday communion to the KKK and other racists; the church that approved of apartheid; that approves today of the apartheid and mishandling of the Palestinian issue; the hatred revisited upon ethnic minorities and minority tribes across Africa, Asia and East Europe; the church that communes with those stirring up civil war in the Ukraine.

No – on the contrary – HOW DARE the church remain silent and out of the political debate on social issues… for the soul is not disconnected from the brain, the body, the heart, but the very life source of all three and the person is all four together…  We must be the conscience, yet from a posture of humility, love, serving and caring, even when they “other side” wins; when they do not agree or like or assail our position.  We instead of hating the other should serve, should care, should gently reason.  Do not argue – but help them see God’s perspective, the value of life, good, it going well with us, of virtue and being a virtuous people – calling us to our ideal, our aspirations.  BUT do not let us be silent and private and parked on the personal side of life, but centered in who we follow, for He lived and died and rose to show us life with purpose, with grace, with gentleness, with sacrifice, for others focused, not ourselves.

There is so much occurring today that calls for our voice – not our warring, but our voice, our heart, our serving.  We will not win social wars with political campaigns, but by a carpet bombing of selfless, humble love and grace.  This, this will change society, and impact the world, but we cannot remain silent.


Momento Mori

A Slave’s Triumphal Reminder: A Sermon for Ash Wednesday

A Slave’s Triumphal Reminder: A Sermon for Ash Wednesday

07 Friday Mar 2014

A Sermon Delivered on Ash Wednesday 2014
Saint John’s Cathedral
7:00am, 12:00pm, 7:00pm masses

From the early days of the Roman Republic through the fall of the Roman Empire, whenever a general achieved a great victory on the battlefield, a Triumph, a grand civil and religious parade was held to publicly celebrate and sanctify the military achievement.

On the day of his triumph, the general wore a crown of laurel and the all-purple, gold-embroidered triumphal toga, this was regalia that identified him as near-divine, almost a demi-god. He rode in a four-horse chariot through the streets of Rome in procession with his army, captives and the spoils of his war.

Yet, interestingly enough, amidst this pageantry and procession, as the general was paraded through the streets celebrating his accomplishments, and applauded by adoring throngs, standing behind him was a slave. This slave was tasked with a very simple job. The slave was to constantly remind the general that he was only a mortal. The slave whispered the warning, “Memento mori” – remember that you are mortal, said the slave, over and over, into the general’s ear.

Amidst the clamor, over and over, “remember that you are mortal” he was told. Remember that you will die.

memento mori resize 2Each year, the Church issues this reminder to us in this ritual, remember that you are dust. Remember that you are mortal.

The Christian faith is the constant intermingling of the reality of death with the truth of God’s promise. When we are baptized, we are said to be dead to sin and born into new life. Each week on Sunday, each day in our chapel, and today, we remember Christ’s death and proclaim his Resurrection.

This annual reminder of death is the remembrance that our time is short – no matter our triumphs or our tragedies – we do not have long to gladden the hearts of those we love and to make peace with those we have harmed. It is an annual reminder of the desperate need for honesty in our lives.

Lent is not a call simply to acts of self-abasement – it is a call to honesty. To honestly see our faults. To honestly ask for forgiveness, from God and from those we have hurt. And to honestly believe that our sins are put away – that we are forgiven, that we walk in newness of life.

An incarnated faith requires, from time to time, that we come to terms not only with the miracle and the promise of our faith but with the messiness and the pain.

This dust is a sign that reminds us of brutal realities. Yet, the dust we are marked with today is a shadow of the sign we received at our baptism.

In Christ, dust is never the end of the story. It is a reminder of our story’s greatest power. When we sin and even, even when we go down to the grave we know that we are raised to new life, forgiven, and transformed.

Repentance fixes that Baptism in our hearts and minds. This holy season of Lent is not about becoming perfect, but about turning toward and walking toward the perfection that we were made one with at the baptismal font.

In Lent, we clear away the clutter of temptation, pride, anger, and fear and remember who God has made us to be. We make room for the wholeness of Christ’s Presence to well up in us freshly.

There are forces, people, times, things, desires, fears, and so much more that twist and contort our very selves and our sense of who we are – until we are wandering and wondering who we are and how we got here.

The Devil makes use of our insecurities, as we struggle in the Wilderness, to draw us, bit by bit, fear by fear, rejection by rejection, dashed hope by dashed hope, into loathing – of ourselves and others and, finally, even into unbelief.

Whether it is hubris, greed, or apathy – the world’s values ultimately lead to a painful place in which our only hope is that there are others lower than us – others we can use, hurt, or simply ignore .

Lent is our chance to reclaim Christ’s values as our own – to remember and to reaffirm his hold on our hearts, bodies, and minds – and to remind ourselves of his Presence in those we wrong and who wrong us.

Let’s take this Lent to be honest with ourselves – where are we falling short of the person God baptized us to be? Where are we forgetting, in our lives, that we are simply mortal, and that all we have is a gracious gift from God?

Wear these ashes today as a mark of your mortality. Wear them as a mark of penitence.  Wear them also as a gritty reminder that we are marked as Christ’s own, we are made for holiness, and we are called to a life that makes Christ known.

In forty days, we will come together for the liturgy of the Easter Vigil which reminds us of the grace of creation and baptism.  The Vigil liturgy echoes across not only that night but across the centuries, between our heartbeat and God’s, drawing the Body of Christ to prayer and holy remembrance:

“How holy is this night, when wickedness is put to flight, and sin is washed away. It restores innocence to the fallen, and joy to those who mourn. It casts out pride and hatred, and brings peace and concord. How blessed is this night, when earth and heaven are joined and man is reconciled to God.”

The power and promise of Baptism is the very stuff of creation and redemption. Earth and Heaven – Dust and Divinity – are joined in in the love of a God who hates nothing He has made – a God whose Son spans the chasm between our fears and God’s mercy.

Christ, as Philippians says, emptied himself when he came among us, and took on the form of a slave. And now his voice, that slave’s voice, is calling to us this Lent –

Remember that you are mortal. Remember that time is short. Remember that you are my own. Remember my promise. Remember my voice. Remember me. Remember.

Robert

http://thesubdeansstall.org/2014/03/07/a-slaves-triumphal-reminder-a-sermon-for-ash-wednesday/


Christianity Today Magazine does an open apology? Huh?

This one is worth the read:

 

Christianity Today, March, 2014

An Open Apology to the Local Church

Though much have I attended you, late have I loved you.
Katelyn Beaty / posted March 7, 2014
An Open Apology to the Local Church

Dear Church,

I trust this letter finds you sustained by your Groom as you face bombings and threats on one side of the hemisphere, and attacks of a more offhand sort on the other. By now you have likely received word of a popular blogger confessing his boredom with your recent Protestant iterations, noting that he instead connects with God by building his company. At the least, I was heartened to see it spark a lively discussion about who you are and what exactly the Spirit had in mind when he showed up in Jerusalem 1,980 years ago to kick off this whole crazy thing. (I imagine those are sweet memories for you, seeing your people giving their things away with abandon, like it was the end of the world.) As you near your 2,000th birthday, we rugged individuals in the land of a thousand denominations are wise to get reacquainted with you.

Outside your walls, of course, you continue to be derided for all manner of intolerance, backwards thinking, and political apathy. But inside your walls, at least from my narrow vantage of Christendom, you are quite the hot ticket these days. A whole generation of evangelical Christians has grown impatient with inherited ways of gathering together.

From pastors like Eugene Peterson, we have learned to question modes of worship that mimic the mall and the stadium. From theologians like Robert Webber, we have discovered a much longer and richer history than our Sunday school teachers ever mentioned. We bandy about words like ecclesiology and sacramentality to demonstrate our new, sophisticated ways of thinking about you. Just this week, we wore our ashes proud. And when the popular blogger confessed to finding you a bit hard to get through, we were quite ready to pounce with charges of individualism and narcissism, and proclaim our love for you, the institution.

You might think I’m writing to throw my lot in with your strongest defenders. After all, I’ve faithfully attended one of your high-church Anglican iterations for seven years, watching with disdain as peers hop from building to building, seeking an “awesome” and “powerful” worship experience (and attractive members of the opposite sex). Instead, I’m writing to apologize. While claiming publicly to have loved you as Christ does—like a spouse—in spirit I have loved you like an on-again, off-again fling. My faithful attendance suggests a radical commitment to gathering with your people. But many Sundays, my heart is still in it for me. And while I think the blogger is ultimately misguided about his relationship (or lack thereof) with you, I can appreciate his honesty. At least he’s not leading you on.

Here’s where I need to confess my true feelings about you, Church: The romance of our earlier days has faded. The longer I have known you, the more I weary of your quirks and trying character traits. Here’s one: You draw people to yourself whom I would never choose to spend time with. Every Sunday, it seems, you put me in contact with the older woman who thinks that angels and dead pets are everywhere around us. You insist on filling my coffee hour with idle talk of golf, the weather, and grandchildren. As much as I wax on about the value of intergenerational worship, a lot of Sundays I dodge these members like they’re lepers. (This is of course my flesh talking, to borrow a phrase from one of your earliest members.) Many Sundays I long to worship alongside likeminded Christians who really get me, with whom I can have enlightening, invigorating conversations, whom I’m not embarrassed to be seen with in public. I confess to many times lusting over one of your sexier locations, wondering if I would be happier and more fulfilled there.

It hasn’t helped that you have made growing demands of me, something I also confess to resenting. Truth be told, it strikes me as a bit clingy. I’ve now served on the church board, played piano at Friday night worship services, taught Sunday school. You also want me to give you money every week—when I still have student loans to pay off? I am there not to be served but to serve, of course. But I do wonder when these investments of time and energy will pay off. A bit of appreciation from fellow members would help.

While we’re at it, let me make one more confession: I resent how much you want to go out these days. I don’t understand why we can’t stay inside and reconnect over a cup of wine. After a stressful workweek, I want to be renewed and refreshed, to feel myself falling in love again with the Groom. I want the kind of connective mornings we had when I first met you. I admit to finding our morning routine a bit snoozy as of late, especially on Sundays led by a guest preacher. (Another sports metaphor?) And you think going out and mixing it up with refugees and orphans and homeless people is what we need? Granted, their needs are a bit more tangible than mine, but I’m starting to think mine are being ignored entirely.

Well, this letter turned out to be more negative than I wanted. But with all the conversations about your central place in the life of God’s people, I needed to put all my cards on the table. And to apologize. Because even though in practice the aforementioned blogger and I are worlds apart, in spirit we are more similar than might be assumed. The difference is that I mask my Sunday morning self-centeredness with a “nuanced” theology of worship.

I believe your Head would have choice words to describe me. Make no mistake: Until he changes my heart from the inside out, stoking in it an ever increasing flame of sacrificial love for you, I’m no better than a whitewashed tomb—or, to put more fine a point on it, a worshiper who in truth longs to get back under the covers.

In remorse—and hope,

KRB

Katelyn Beaty is managing editor of CT magazine.


Absurdity of Olympics in present headlines

Photo taken 18 February 2014 in Kiev, Ukraine

It is absolutely absurd!  This was my reaction as I scanned the headlines today.  We’re celebrating the Winter Olympics in Sochi Russia, another developing location not up to the task, that will be a wasteland afterwards…like every other developing nation’s post Olympic experience, but that is for another day, save that the depths of corruption in building this global future dump far exceeds every other developing nation’s graft and abuse.

But today, as I scan the headlines, I see the “smiling faces” of the facade in Sochi, then note everything from Ukraine violence, Venezuela – same, North Korea’s nightmare exposed…worse than Hitler, yet the world no more cares than it did in the 1930’s about Hitler – a ‘don’t bother me with the drudgery, I’m busy going to lunch, and make my latte w/ soy,please’, let us not forget Russia is propping up Iran – giving them encouragement to flaunt the UN’s mandate, China knows about North Korea and ignores it, and then of course there is the genocide in Syria… and no one cares.

Just what do we do with this?  When do we stop – crush these gross evil acts and perpetrators and then celebrate when we really have something to celebrate?  Our celebration until then is as absurd at the partying in the capital in the story and movie, Hunger Games.   It’s modern day Rome, late monarchy of France, Hitler in 1944.

The ignoring of the climate challenges we face, no matter one falls on cause, are of equal concern.  How did we become so narcissistic?

What would it take to wake us up?  We have so many people who are concerned and working to help these situations, but the VAST majority of our society ignores it, just too busy with real world demands.  I get it – but what is really important and when do we care enough to say enough slaughter, torture, abuse, insanity?

In the words of a Texas youth pastor in the 1990’s, just WWJD?


Adjusting Expectations

Funny how Western, especially US perspectives on Scripture, are colored by success, innovation, self made success, blessing and God making it all make sense, IS going to bless us and all will be well, end well, etc.  We color the rest of the west due to the empire that is all things empire:  economic, military, foreign policy (the adore mentioned combined), social, pop media, culture, trends, clothes, music, blah, blah, blah, blah…  Ever hear “When the US sneezes, the world catches a cold”?  Think 2008 economic US made crash… then see the impact globally compared to the US…  It is the same in Christendom, or the remnants thereof.  We drive western views of Christianity.

American Christianity is built on upward mobility, at least for white, upwardly mobile Christians – the ones who sustain the Christian commerce, books, speakers, music, preachers broadcast as never before…  we quote them and the Scripture they use in the posture, perspective and understanding they have…  Piper Says…;  Dricol says…;”  MacArthur says….;  Olsteen says….;  you get it.

This marriage of culture and faith has given us “upwardly mobile” theology.  This surmounts to God is a) going to bless us; b) going to make us important; c) everything we do will be significant and unusual; and d) our endeavors will be fulfilling and is ordained.  Now, don’t get your theological horns up.  Yes, God can and does do “big things”, but good, well meaning Baby Boomer theologians, pastors, and thinkers have given us a “it’s all about me” theology.

I was hugely impacted by a guy named Bill Clinton – no, not the former US President, but author and professor at Fuller Theological Seminary.  Bill’s mantra was that God calls leaders, shapes them, and if they will be surrendered, will direct them to make their “ultimate” contribution… a spiritual destiny… significant, lasting, noteworthy, and people to emulate.  Sure – this can be true and there are many to acclaim, some published, some not.  I think of dozens as I type this.  I also think of many not known, but are significant in their contribution in many lives and in those who go on to impact many others.

Yet…

Yet…

This is not all.  It is not the end.  AND it is not the norm.  I have found this born out in many other GOOD peoples’ lives, much, much better than me – better Christians in word, deed, heart, emotion, spiritual formation, attitudes, treatment of enemies, etc.  You see, in our “American” faith – thank you Zondervan, and the many publishing companies that focus first on a) will it sell – over and above  – what is God saying”…  we don’t tarry long in the passages that don’t reinforce these uniquely American optimisms.  We don’t dwell on the holocaust and the millions murdered, including saints, most noted being Deitrich Bonhoffer, nor his words to such evil and lives senselessly lost.  We don’t think about the Tutsi’s and Hutu’s in Africa long, the slaughter in the Sudan, or across Africa;  we don’t think long about the martyrs in the Middle East, South Asia or China; nor Central/South America.  We don’t tarry long on our racism and hate yet present in America.  We don’t tarry long on our actions of empire – military and economic bullying nor the sin of lording over those more vulnerable.  We skip those passages and fail to connect individuals to our society or nation states.  We don’t like to think about people suffering and failing and not reaching anything worth of note because life was hard and hurt them, and broke them and then kicked them again.

We also don’t think about people wanting to follow Christ, but never getting to a place to be centered and fulfilled in what they do each day – never freed up to pursue their heart’s desire, for if God gave a person a passion – certainly it will be fulfilled… or they in their desire to hear God missed what He was saying or it would be so.

No, my experience is one where it only partially works out.  There have been times when I felt centered, felt fulfilled, but – yet – most of the time – that’s not reality.  It’s a false truth found only in the American theology and not present when you see the entire counsel of God’s Word in perspective.  There were as many who unjustly suffered, more than half, contrasted to the few who were “blessed” and “favored” and for whom it worked out.  Even Job, given more, more children even, no one stops and thinks of the unquenchable stabbing ache of the loss of his children – whom he would have dug out of the rubble and buried himself… crushed, dead, lifeless.  We don’t even like to think that the cute little baby with sweet music we sing about at Christmas, came but for one reason… “Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.” …by being mistreated, humiliated, tortured and then murdered in a cruel “do not defy Rome or this is your fate” form of execution.  We forget the martyrs over the centuries in every corner of the globe…most never written about, forgotten, nothing “significant”…

No, my life has it’s trail of scars, its lost friendships where former brothers and sisters now despise and disparage me; where situations fell apart that I KNEW God was leading towards bigger, greater, impact FOR HIM; where it’s been unfair, costs us tens of thousands of dollars; been humiliated and misjudged and people thinking ill of me, my intent, my desire…  I’m not crying in my sorrows.  Do not mistake what or why I am sharing this.

I share it because my experience is more common with more people than the blessed few who God has smiled upon; blessed with privilege, favor and success.  More people experience never reaching that place where they “do” something they “long to do every day”.  Most people pay the bills, struggle to stay above water, struggle to raise kids in a hard cruel world and to be faithful.  Those blessed at times do go through seasons like Joseph did, but some have privilege they under appreciate and do not realize most do not have such opportunity.

Yes, people make mistakes.  If you haven’t yet – you will.  If you say you’ve not really hurt others – you’re almost guaranteed to be self delusional or lying.  Yes, people do have cause-effect in their lives.  Why?  They are human in a fallen world.  Our theology damns them to what they earned, what they deserve.

Here is what I am learning:

1.  We are called to follow Jesus – the humiliated, human, vulnerable, downwardly mobile Christ;  not the Steven Covey version of ever more successful, organized, analyzed Christ.  We are called to the one who identified with the poor, the broken, the sinners (who made mistakes) – not the ones who tell us all our mistakes, tisking at us, talking in their condescending voices and without knowing it say “thank you Lord, I am not like that man over there, a sinner”.

2.  The upwardly mobile Christ is a self anesthetizing false god who legitimizes upward mobility, justifying self consumed privilege and success on one’s own merit – not the Christ who calls us naked to be exposed, vulnerable, seen for who we are and cry “Lord, have mercy on a sinner like me.”

3.  There is not secret mystical discovery of “what you were created for” in the vein of discovering your “secret craving” and when you find it – the right job is offered, thousands are saved, and ROI is in the black…  It’s follow this humble Christ… we are told to emulate Him.

4.  Seeking Him – without ANY of the promises of success – Him alone is only found a) in the liturgy of the church (worship of God’s people together – following and worshiping Him); discipline of the Word where we allow it to penetrate us, strip us, shape us, speak to us; form us; heal us; refine us and;  c) discipline of the heart – real time with Him, not just intercession, but listening, waiting, pouring ourselves out, significant time… coming to know Him more and more and seeing our dependence upon Him, allowing His virtues, values, heart to invade and transform us to His image.

5.  Suffering, lack of fulfilled contentment is normal – contentment in really knowing Him is our only real contentment and that happens with time and time alone.  There is no peace in this world – that is Biblical.  Peace in Him in this unpeaceful world is our only expectation.

6.  He is still God when it hurts.  He is still God when we’re alone, mistreated, maligned, abandoned.  He is still God when we’re furious with Him.

7.  I am not there yet, so still longing for peace, for blessing, for healing of wounds that I do not think will ever, ever, ever heal again.   I follow the Christ… the humiliated Christ.  Him I know.  The suburban upwardly mobile Christ does not stir the heart, but it does stir the earthly temptations for power, fame and success.

8.  Do not quickly dare pray, as I did and have over the years that “I would know the Christ, and the power of His resurrection, and the sufferings even life through His death.”  Be very careful, for He takes that seriously and it is not an easy path.

9.  Yes, at times, I still wish I were simpler, still had a hopeful, simple faith that could easily claim the claims of Scripture I chose to claim, and to ignore the other parts.

May His peace be poured over you.+  mike


The debate on minimum wage

WARNING:  I started calm, but got a case of the pissed off as I went along.

There is a lot of argument happening regarding minimum wage…  those who benefit from low costs are the ones arguing and also, coincidentally, not the ones attempting to live on minimum wage.  I’m not lining up to pay more for services or products, etc.  But there are some things to be considered…

  • We don’t want generational poverty where they lazily live the easy life on the doll (government subsistence).
  • So they get jobs working minimum wage doing things we MUST have done to function… name the working low pay job of choice and imagine no workers…
  • When they complain, we tell them to get another job… Uhm hmm, Duh.  If they could get a better job paying more, do you no think they would?  “uh, no, thanks.  I’ll put mustard on your burger for my present pay, rather than work in a store where I can get 50% more pay for BETTER HOURS.”  I don’t think so.
  • They can’t pay their bills working minimum wage, so they are asking for an increase in the minimum allowed pay.  Do the math – when you work a minimum wage job, which by the way = 2 minimum wage jobs because no one can get more than 20-25 hours a week working those jobs because heaven forbid they have health insurance.  So, let’s say 45 hours @ $7.25 is $326.25, which is about $1305/ month… BEFORE taxes, Social Security, etc.  So, they bring home about $978/month.  Okay, so let’s play it out – IF you are NOT a single parent and you both work…  both minimum wage… that’s less than $2000/month.  It’s IMPOSSIBLE to live on $2000/month today.  Do the math again:  rent, utilities, auto, insurances (medical, home, car, life, disability – like they could afford such things anyway under any circumstance), food, gas, clothes, household, now factor in the cost of schools!  NO WAY for the basics.  SO – if they work minimum wage, they WILL be on the doll!  They will be on food stamps, welfare, and a variety of other children aimed benefits.  BUT want to take that away.  SO, how then do they live?
  • So, we pay the undisputed, absolute least % of our income for food of ANY people, ANY where, ANY time in ALL of ALL history…  BUT we’re bitching because they might want to get paid better.  Really?  So, we’re saying, “You live in what is reality, slavery, so I can get my food cheap, so I can go to Costco and get the new 72″ TV and go on vacation to the Caribbean, not just the coast, or somewhere closer from suburb anywhere.  I don’t care and worse, I don’t want you to make me think about this, or even know this.  I just want what I want.”
  • Now, factor in cost of living around the nation – there are actual tables for this – take a look!  Living in cities – where the jobs are – is more expensive than east nowhere – where there is about 100% resistance to this change.  Coastal cities cost even more… it just is and we’re not going to change that…  So we tell them to move – to what job?  Do you know what it costs to move?  Move yourself?  Do you know the wages lost to move yourself when you work minimum wage?
  • Now factor in that giving people a better living wage – I don’t claim to know what a living wage is, but there are experts who can tell you what that is in what location in the country – it will not cost nearly as much as you think… at all.   You’ve been told nightmare scare tactics – but those are told to you by the people who would actually feel the expense… Like the Coch bothers, or the Walton Family (the most wealthy people in the nation) WHO, by the way, would never have to change on iota of their lives if they did have to pay a livable wage – they just would not be able to hoard quite as much as they do now.  Walmart, the largest food supplier in the nation, is owned by 6 people who own 40% of the nations weatlh… 6 people.  We won’t even get into the Coch brothers, contemporary robber barons worshiped for their ability to fleece the nation and make billions for not earning it, just knowing the system… and that’s a virtue today.  Imagine.
  • Your cost?  Maybe a quarter per burger.  That’ll change your middle class overweight life?  Don’t think so.
  • NOW, let’s consider if it is doable.  Uhm… let’s first see a corporation or two… note they are in the Pacific Northwest, a high cost of living region.  NOTE that this region is more “socially minded” (we used to call it socialism until that word was vilanized).  Starbucks… start @ $8/hour and do 20 or more hours a week AND they give you health insurance and retirement investment opportunities and matches.  Or Costco – ever see their wages?  Now, let’s consider nations…  New Zealand and Australia… not doing shabby a bit economically, even with being isolated a long way from most of us – yet they pay their people a decent wage and have a great social safety net to leave no one behind.
  • Okay, just one more…  those poor people who work those jobs you would never do – always subservient to us, those we need but never see as people – just servants, modern slavery – caught in a life they can’t escape – they have to live in the lowest income neighborhoods, so their kids face crime risks, bad influences and they are at work and can’t be there to properly shape their lives as they would like, AND they have to send their kids to the worst schools, because we don’t fund schools equally….  Look at your white affluent suburb and then at the urban schools.  Not a chance – they are destined, imprisoned in a system that is perpetuated.

Now, don’t you dare trot out the one great kid who escaped all that… Yes they exist, but that is not the norm.  MOST people don’t get the fate breaks that lift them out.  They are stuck in it – and at the end of the day, we need people who do those jobs no one will.  Imagine no garbage pick up… no fast lunches and those companies stock tanking, ruining your investment portfolio… you want them to succeed.

Now come to grips, that we are now profitizing prisons, because we know we’ve got a steady stream of people from this world filling the beds and there is money to be made…  Shame on us.

AND the 3d world – we’ve run out of countries to outsource products, then move to the next cheaper place (leaving a wake of destruction in the path behind us when we abandon a people no longer wishing to live as slaves working 80 hours a week for pennies to make us cheap tee shirts.  We’ve run out – they all want to live better in a globalized society and they see what we have and want some of it too…  NOW WHAT!?  Don’t think the 20% of us can live off the 80% much longer.  Things will change in our life times, in spite of the uber rich who wag the dog already, even having us wage wars as nation states for their benefit.

There is a host of those red letter passages that violate the affluent sensibilities and our society is working hard to recast the religious leadership to validate and not address social issues, to agree and endorse our affluence at the cost of others.   We can feel comfortable and ignore those who are in real need, who eat horrible because they can’t afford Whole Foods.  We can get indignant when jackasses like me say it plainly.  BUT take a moment and read Matthew 27….  Note that the condemnation is ONLY for how they treated – we treat – the least of these.  You’re not changing this reality and when He does return… there is no appeal system, no human rationalized ethics and legal system.  There is one system and He is King.

I don’t like lazy people – but I dislike insensitive arrogance even less.  It’s time we – saints – live differently and defend the weak and those who have no voice in a system that is not fare – but allows money to buy influence and control and power…  If you only bow down to me, all you see can be yours.  I read that someplace.

 

SO YES, I actually do support a higher minimum wage.  I support paying people enough to live on… cause you’re going to pay them one way or another – subsidies or earned.  A person who earns it naturally has more self respect.  A livable wage means people who can afford life and not be tempted to simply live on the doll.  A livable wage doesn’t impact us much at all – we are far better off than we think we are – and it is right.  It is also doable.  Others are doing it and we should too and we should stop being the lemmings for the elite top .000005% who used the rest of us.  We should stop becoming more libertarian and more socially responsible and pull together.  Stop and think about it – any team sport, from tug-o-war to a team sport – is people pulling together.  An Army pulls together… we should to as a society.

Does this make me liberal, or Biblical?  Does Biblical make me liberal?  I don’t think in your paradigm, but in your paradigm, you may think so.  If it does, okay…  then I am liberal.  So?  Am I socialist?  Socialist in that I think we actually can all go together and the Darwin economic ethic we’re living by is wrong and horrible and unsustainable and those on top like it until they trip and find themselves in the crush with the rest of us.  Then what?  Okay, maybe I am… but when I read the red letters… I can sleep at night and know I try to live consistent with that, though our system has me stuck functioning in it when it is morally wrong…that I hate.

Some related facts…that just get in the way of blindness and comfortable ignorance: